You have all my support!! And it's great you're going to go see someone!
I know exactly how you feel. In the last few weeks before school ended, I was in your exact position.  I was disgnosed with depression that was a bit severe, and anxiety. My doctor referred me to an excellent therapist who I'm actually going to go see tomorrow. (I have to wake up early...Ugh xD ).  
EDIT: Had to get rid of some stuff because I can't learn to read all the posts.
			







 Trust me, it feels good to get stuff off of your chest. I felt really nervous at first, as it was a new experiance, but once I got there and he was actually asking me more personal things, I felt relieved. 
 
