by Carl » December 28th, 2016, 7:52 am
However this is going to end, it needs to just do it. If it ends favorably, awesome, if not, I'll just deal with another loss, the way I've grown accustomed to. But this anxiety and suspense... I've had enough of it. I'm tired of being stressed over this every day. It's not even that important compared to what else I have to deal with right now, so why can't I just ignore it? Worst case scenario another friend turns on me... and that's nothing new. Sometimes I wish I'd just never made any friends, save myself the stress, save them from my depressing attitude. Win-win.