Hmm... yeah, I guess due to the most recent incident I don't really ever cover how it's not the only one of its kind that has contributed to making me the way I am currently. And of course I'd think about it on account of this... after all, the last time I felt this way, that's what happened. It's only natural to "learn from our mistakes" as it were and be cautious.
Especially when all of the previous events are taken into account as well. It's not like they don't still affect me, just because they aren't as recent... in fact, in some of those cases, I still miss those people too, and feel really awful if I think about it too much. So yeah nothing's wrong with me at all. A little cautious and scarred, but otherwise, I'm okay.
Yeah, that's right. I am. I am okay.
