by Adofo » July 4th, 2014, 5:27 pm
Adofo: ........when i was sick.....death felt only a few steps away.....it was one of my closest encounters with him. And he was getting closer. The only thing i could think of was saying i was sorry to you. I didn't want to die knowing you were mad at me. And.....I've always had a fear of dying alone. When my dad died.....I've always been afraid that when i die...no one will be there. I'll just quietly fade away. I know thats not true but.....its always been my worst fear. And when you stormed out...I honestly thought my worst nightmare was gonna come true.