Okay..

[Iri]

I feel like leaving right now. [Temporarily.]
Not because of anyone on here, but because I'm really stressed.

People at school are treating my like absolute garbage and I'm sick of it.
They give me these sneers and they talk about me behind my back. They think I'm weird, they think I dress weird, they think my eyebrows look weird [my eyebrows are really arched and at the arch they have this weird long hair], they think I'm stupid, and they think I sound like a boy.
Anyway, and I just lately have been over-sensitive and angry about everything. Literally.
E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.
And lately I just feel like no one cares about my feelings. </3

To add to all that stress, I have no inspiration to draw felines anymore.

Well, I'm debating on whether to leave or not.

Sorry to trouble you all with my issues. :T

~Iri

[XxCosmicBananasxX]

Aww, I'm so sorry to hear that. Don't worry your not the only one going through this, cause I go through that too. Just know that we're always here for you, even though we're not there with you physically, doesn't mean mean that we don't think about you C; Everybody here loves you, Iri, don't ever forget that ;3 You'll always be remembered at MLK, but if you want to lave, it's not our decision, just listen to your heart and soul, and it will come to you.
And people call me a gay(sorry for that language) boy, cause I have short black hair, like to wear black and non-fancy clothing, waer a lot of non-girly bracelets, and like to wear boy's basketball shoes like Jordans and stuff like that. And ppl think that I'm stupid too, I get honor roll, but they don't care. And ppl say that my eyes are fake, because I have black hair and blue/green/light hazel eyes. Like all the girls at my school has black hair and brown eyes, only the blonde's have blue/green/ hazel eyes. They just think that I'm wearing colored contacts to hide ugly-colored eyes, but I don't wear those. People always talk to me behind my back, think about it, I don't really have friends, so I got nobody to fully trust. I've been very stressed too, but we just gotta be strong and cope with it. It might seem hard, but it's life, and we gotta accept it. I've had to accept my hardships, and I have plenty. If one person can, than many more can.
I hope you feel better soon <3 -tight hug-

[Iri]

Pah.
You know what?
Those bullies can kiss a brick.
And I hope the ones being mean to you kiss a brick covered with spiders.
Okay, sorry about that..

[XxCosmicBananasxX]

and the same thing goes to the people who lie about you, cause their wrong ;3 You're amazing, people don't know what their missing out on c;

[Iri]

And those bullies who call you mean things?
They don't know what they're missing out on. They're missing out on a sweet, generous, kind, and even though you're shy, they are missing out on waaay too much. <3

[XxCosmicBananasxX]

awww Iri ;W; thank you!! The people you are mean to you are missing a large gap in them, they're missing out on your talent !!

[Iri]

<3
And always remember: The wheel of fate makes a full turn every sixty years. It'll be your turn to be on top soon.

[XxCosmicBananasxX]

I will remember <3 Thank you<333<333

[Gemini]

Hey, it's no problem, you can vent with us. I, personally, totally get it. I was going through the exact same thing when I was about your age. I was always happy and cheery and innocent, but people would always kind of ignore me and talk about me as well. Mostly things like how I was ugly or awkward or stupid (again, honor roll talking here .___.) wore weird clothes or whatever. Thing is, I tried not to care so much, but regardless I ended up going through a really insecure phase and that only compounded my problems.

I think in part you grow out of it, but in addition, once respect enters the picture it completely goes away. I changed a bit - not completely, but enough to at least blend into the background. That might not be a terrible idea. But at the same time, you do need to find who you are and keep your head up, and let them know that you really don't give two flying flips what they think of you (sorry if that sounds weird, I know you don't like swearing so yeah censoring myself hehe o__o;). If they realize that you really don't care about those 'flaws' (they're not really flaws, btw), then they stop pointing them out to you. Let them know that you're not insecure and that you don't need them and that you can do things on your own. Work on your drawing or writing, since hobbies help when you're feeling moody (at least in my experience). If people are mean to you, sever all contact with them - don't try to 'kill' them with kindness or convince them that you're not xyz thing because that's not going to work. Now I'm not saying to be downright mean but they need to respect you and respect your space. So be polite, but don't try to be friends with them is what I'm saying.

Lastly, I'm going to finish and say that it's really better to have no friends than bad ones. Even if you feel terribly lonely on the inside, don't let them know. Make them think that you're totally okay the way you are, and if they want to be your friend then they're really going to have to value you. You'd be surprised what it can do. I went several years without too much social interaction/close friends but when I finally did come out of my angsty/depressed teen phase to make friends, they were some of the best, if not the best, that I've ever had. Even if you just have one real, true friend, well... don't underestimate that. They can really turn your life around. And one true friend, in my experience, is more emotionally valuable than 50385038097978592385732 random, eh... female dogs...

Anyway, hope that helps. Just my two cents pitchin' in as always. Hope things get better for you soon.

Your friend,

Twin~

[Iri]

Thank you. You're a big help. <33 Your words meant a lot. Thank you again.

P.S: I don't mind hearing swearing, I just personally don't swear though. xD But that's okaaay.