Derp Derpity Derp Derp [May Updates 2014]

[Eli_Ayase]

Copy-Paste Monthly Update Journal from my devART: http://natashathequeen.deviantart.com/


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Yay another useless journal post nobody reads and cares for anyway!
Why am I even wasting my time on this, lol? Anyway... I am far too lazy to section this like my usual updates, but here we goooo.


I recently started to do traditional sketches, and fan-art stuff which I have yet to finish. Aside of fan-art, I've been working more on human drawings and such, because as much as I love animals... I do want to learn human art. I can draw females fairly well, but males... Males are a ***** to draw because well... NO LADY BEWBS (I am straight btw...). What kinda gets my spirit down is again lack of support. I know I know, I whine about this constantly, but for heavens sake... I feel like a worthless artist who only got watchers because of Lion King art, and maybe a few wolf art. I don't even know how much of my "watchers" watch me any more. I was wanting to do a contest, but remembering that barely anyone watches my stuff, why bother and waste my time. I feel like a worthless artist despite my talent. I want to continue my art, but I just wish some spirit was lifted up on NON-TLK and Wolves, example human type art I do. *sigh*

/end part rant.

So that's said... Commissions... I'd appriciate some commissions at the moment due to family troubles and lacking money for food even for ourselves. If willing to commission, here are the prices: http://natashathequeen.deviantart.com/a ... -430803344 and I'll love you forever. I feel uncomfortable asking, but... I really don't want to starve, or have my own family starve which'd be worse.

I'm not sure how I now feel about Collabs, Trades and such. Let's not speak of Requests because I DO NOT do them any more due to many people filling me with them, and with the time I spend on art, I prefer being paid for it as any other artist selling their art. I randomly will open RARELY a few slots for requests. But it'll be when I'm bored or some ****.

Life life life... yeah, mentioning in the commission part, life is pretty much gonna be a struggle for a few weeks. Apartment payment, bills, and what not... Yeah, pretty bad currently, and my paranoia+insomnia ain't helping at all. Heck I feel like a depressed ***** at nights, and I cower talking with my friends because I feel like I'm seeking attention, which I am not because I can feel like **** easily, and not speak for a few days.

I guess that's about it, maybe. Yeah that's all I have to say.

Another monthly update, wheee.
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