Hey guys :T

[Marz]

so, my dad passed away on Wednesday. I find it odd that he passed on Ash Wednesday though :\ it could be just a coincidence, whatever. The funeral was on Saturday, and damn, it was packed. Then the burial was yesterday. I have like mixed emotions right now, I don't even know any more.... I mean like, my dad has been with me all my life, making me laugh, accompanying me on school field trips... now, he can't be there when I graduate high school, getting married, etc...... I just feel so depressed and sad or whatever, idk.. Ugh, 2014 is being a b***h to me :T I'm just like very..... idk anymore! It's like I can't take this anymore! I'm only 16!! I don't know how long I'm going to be able to hold off the emotional pain! Gah, I'm just like soo close to just giving up. Everybody says that it's gonna get better, but to me, it's not.. I'll probably just leave and not com back, my life is choking me to death!! irl, I act like I'm all happy outside but in the inside, I'm all broken down and depressed...
I need your help guys. Comment, gifts, something, idc, but I'm not trying to be greedy here, I just need help, your help.

[Adofo]

You always have my help! Message me comment on my page, whatever. ANYTIME you want to just talk, I'm here! And check out devi! Please don't give up Marcy! We all love you! I no right now there feels like there's no light, but your dad raised you to be strong! I can tell from the way you are that thats what he did! And you may not see him, but he WILL be there during all those things in your life! I love you, your friends love you, everyone on here loves you, your family loves you and he loves you! NEVER FORGET THAT! And maybe you should talk to your doctor about getting some anti-depressants. I got to a low point, as you know, and i got some anti-depressants, and i feel great! Now they won't make you stop missing your father, but they will help take the pain away.

[Kipekee]

2014 has been bad to me too. Don't worry, Marcy! He's in a better place, and even if you can't see him he's there.

[lionobsession]

We are here for you. Never forget that. If you ever need support, love and kindness then come online and talk. We are here to see you through. And remember, your Dad will see your graduation and you marriage etc. as he will be looking down on you from above, guiding your path (I'm sorry, I'm sounding like Mufasa), but he will be with you. Everyone will be with you in your heart no matter how far away they may seem.

[FeatheredSeclude]

I agree with Master... mostly, you can't give up on anything.
This may sound like nonsense to some, but it's truth to me.
Satan is always looking for ways to get power, and hurt people. Trust me, I know...
The best anti-depressant I can say to go to church, talk to Jesus, ask him to take away your pains, he will help you, in no other way another could. But it's something you've got pour your heart and soul into. And honestly... talking about your pains is one of the greatest ways to overcome it. Find a very close friend, preacher, whomever you want, and really talk about what's troubling you.
You are always welcome to talk to me, and most certainly Jesus himself, you've got to trust him.

"Blessed be the name of the Lord,
the Lord giveth, the Lord taketh away...
Blessed be the name of the Lord"

[snowflake754]

You always have my help and support, Marcy; Your Dad is in better place and is living a better life behind those golden gates. Anytime you need to talk to me, I'm here for you; And your not the only one, 2014 kinda sucks for me too.

[iheartart132]

Along with master, it's true. Your dad will be with you every step of the way throughout your life. He wouldn't want you to be sad. There is nothing wrong with letting out tears (sometimes it helps) but he wouldn't want you to give up. You're strong I know it! I can tell by the way you write in your comments and the passion you put into your drawings! I bet he is smiling down on you now wishing you can feel his warm hugs. He's with you, he always will. My cousin lost her mom on the day of her birthday and I don't think she ever really got over it but they celebrate that day now to her mom and how much she gave to them. They celebrate her life and know she would be happy that they are happy. I know its hard to be happy in hard times but don't give up, it will come eventually and you'll be ready. hang in there girl!

[nalasimba2223467]

I"m so, so sorry Marz! Please know that you have my deepest sympathies.

[Numa]

I am so sorry... I know how you feel! I wish I could help you!

[Kayo49]

Think about this: So your dad died. Then what?: You grieve. Then what? You tell me, and no, I grieve even more dosen't count.