Letters of friends

[Whitelionesseyes]

Don’t look at me that way; I know what you’re all thinking “She doesn’t know where to start”. And you’re absolutely right because there just aren’t enough words to describe how these 10 years of our wonderful friendship have been. Sam, I knew since the first moment I saw your eyes walking through that hospital door to come close to my wounded body, that this was something out of this world that could only come from God Himself. And your first words “Don’t worry. Everything’s going to be alright. I’m here for you”, were the beginning of a magic that grew and grew with each passing hour, bringing in time more and more friends to my side until we came to be 19. That’s right, the 19 inseparable best friends that promise that they are going to be as one forever. Destiny brought us together and with each passing year, there weren’t secrets to hide, not even a single one. You were there in my worst failures, mistakes, deceptions and tears. But then, Val went away and the distance separated us for 8 years, leaving a hole that couldn’t be filled. I also “got away” from you, I mean we shared, but not like my heart truly wanted because my head started to listen to the world, started to put a mask in my face, started to drown, started to want to brake a mirror and…………. Started to seek what I already had in front of my eyes. But none of you ever left and waited patiently my words of love and affection or the tiniest comment to come out of my heart. Then, in that moment, remember that moment? When everybody turned their backs on me, where the darkness seemed to conquer my whole self, where it was me against the world, you made me realize that you were what I had been looking for my whole life. Thanks to you I know God, I found myself and I’m not alone. And we never felt alone after Val’s return last year; we were completed and this time, forever. We have become one, loving each others with all the strength, pureness, light and truth of our hearts, supporting each others, living and sharing like we always wanted. But our friendship was yet to take the biggest beat that August 13… yes, I remembered well. We were right here, I was sitting on this computer posting on MLK when you Sam looked at me and said: “We need to talk”. I got nervous for a truth that my heart had always known, but my mind hadn’t have the courage to accept. And so, inevitably sitting all of us together, B answered the truth of what you all meant to my life, who you were and why you were here. At some point, I felt disappointed because you waited ten years to tell me, but with a simple “You never asked either” you smacked my head making me realize that it had been “my fault” I couldn’t learn that before. And after screaming, crying of pain for such confronted emotions, a group hug brought us together and so, a new chapter began, the chapter of answered questions, the chapter that has reassured our promises and our everlasting love… The chapter that had come for all the laughter, illusions, smiles, dreams, secrets, jokes, hopes, hugs, stories, songs, peace, light, blessings, joy, happiness and love. And today, I just want to say to all of you for the billion time: “I love you for lifetime and beyond. Thanks God for having put you on my way. Thank you for always being there for me with all of your affection. You are the best friends of the whole Universe. I love your guiding, protection, diversity, sweetness, charisma, kindness, sincerity, charm, light, loyalty, energy, strength, peace, positivism, playfulness, craziness, magic and love. I’m sure amazing times will come ahead and I will keep the promise of living them together. May God bless you, and we are one forever”. I wouldn’t finish this calling it Letters of friends anymore, but Letter of BEST FRIENDS FOREVER. Blessings, Love, Peace and Happiness!

From: Me