by Shadowfax » January 7th, 2014, 10:13 pm
As Silver entered the room she was the first to catch sight of the burnt form of Astrid on the floor. At first she thought she was imagining things, but then the corpse turned it's head and Silver felt her eyes watering. This was her sister. Slowly and like in a trance, Silver made her way over to Astrids side and collapsed next to her and was so grateful when Rahks left them alone.
"S...Silver..Eye... Please... Forgive me.... I.. Betrayed you... I betrayed everyone.. And k-killed them" Astrid rasped, her talking causing her pain.
"Astrid, please don't... I wasn't here... I should have protected you like I always promised I would" Silver said, her head hanging low so she was looking at the floor next to Astrids arm.
"I.. Ratted you out to the empire... Y-you and..Ra.. Rahks... I thought.. If I gave them you.. They would.. Leave the dark brotherhood alone... I just... Wanted things to go back to how they were.... Before Cicero.. .Before the Nightmother... And before you...."
That caused Silver to look up at her sister. Confusion and sadness in her eyes.
"I know you... N..Never wanted to come here.... I knew.. You had a life... And I stripped that from you... I know... Because of me.. You left your husband... And your daughter..... My niece... I don't even know.. Her... Name...." Astrid rasped.
"Her name is Astrid. We... Named her after you.. When.. .When I thought you were dead" Silver said, not able to keep the tears in now.
Even in her burnt form, Silver could see a gently smile on her younger sisters face when she told her this. Despite the pain she was in, that gave Astrid something to be happy about.
"That.. Is nice.... But.. I know you never wanted to be here. I guilt tripped you into it.. But.. You are so skilled at killing and have... Done so much for....for the dark brotherhood. SilverEye.... I am so sorry... For everything.. For... Ruining your life... For.. betraying you.. Ratting you and Rahks out...For always being... so harsh with you here.... I know.. I know... You gave everything for me... I just...."
Silver took hold of her sisters hand. It was horrible feeling her burnt hand against her own, but if gave Astrid some comfort.
"Don't say that. That is why I came to be with you at the Brotherhood. Because I failed you and that is why you walked this path. What I did... I did for you and you did what you thought was best for the Brotherhood, just like you always have. You're my little sister Astrid and have always been the one i've cared about the most. I would do anything for you. Anything." Silver said, tears shining in her eyes.
"Im glad... Because there is something I want you to do for me right now..." Astrid rasped, her voice quietening with every word.
Silver looked down at her. Astrid then indicated her head towards her blade of woe which was lying on the floor next to her. Clueless, Silver picked it up and examined the blade her sister kept on her at all times. It was a beautiful sword and gleamed crimson as she turned it in her hands.
"SilverEye. Our family.. Looks to you now. You must kill the Emperor. Get back at them for killing our family. You are to be the new leader of the Brotherhood" Astrid coughed.
Silver looked up, but seeing her sister like this she couldn't argue. In reality she wanted to scream. Tell her she didn't want that title, but Astrid was so weak and frail Silver couldn't find the words so stupidly she nodded.
"And one more thing..... I know you always wanted to save me, but... This time.. You can't. You have to let me go and end my torment" Astrid said, closing her eyes.
"YOU CAN'T ASK ME TO DO THAT!" Silver yelled, tears returning.
"Please... Don't pity me. I deserve it. I will be judged in the void and will take any punishment they see fit to give me. Please SilverEye... you have to let me go" Astrid said softly, her own eyes watering now.
Silver looked up at her sister and they locked eyes for a moment. Flashes of the past came to her then and never did Silver imagine herself being the one to end her sisters life. The time they had camped out in the plains of Skyrim with their parents. Silver teaching Astrid to ride a horse. Playing tricks on their horrid aunt. Silver saying farewell to Astrid on the day of the companions. But here she was.. Enduring so much pain.
"Astrid.... We will be together again one day... Next time... We'll be happy and... And i'll be with you soon, okay? I love you sister" Silver said, raising the blade to her neck.
Silver's hands were shaking uncontrollably, but Astrid smiled at her gently as she ran the blade across her throat.
"Thank.. You" Astrid managed to say as the life left her.
The blade of woe zapped something out of Astrid as she did this. It was as if it absorbed her very soul. For a few seconds Silver sat in silence looking down at Astrid as blood began to leak down her side and onto Silver's armor. And then the most horrific and emotional yell filled the entire room.