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[XxCosmicBananasxX]

Euphora this is kinda a vent art, cause schools starting, which means ofcourse as always being made fun of and being alone :T i dont have any friends, im way too painfully shy and nervous to talk to anyone.. Ppl call me an emo b***h because i have short black hair and 'too many bracelets' and cause i like to wear long sleeve stuff and have black nail polish >8I i tell them that that im not emo or that that im trying to friken kill myself but they wont listen ;_; i hate school, my mom and dad tell me that its gonna change, but i know its not :I ive sseen ppl say, cant wait to bother 'that girl' and that girl means me :'C i dont care what they're gonna say, i know who i am, and no one can tell me what i am :I im strong, i wont let other kids my age bully me around Hmph :I imma be myself always

And also Euphora is a Dark Arts wizard, she can cast dark spels, but she doesnt use them to do evil though. Her locket contains her shadow, cause she doesnt have one. Her locket makes her like turn invisible, this is the process, the darkness thingies consume her and bring her inside the locket, and then the locket disappears too C;

[Tako]

Do you want to hear my story?...

I was abused... I used to do self harm... I wanted to die... My brother and I fought bloody for stupid reasons... I thought it was over. I though nobody cared for me... I have anger issues, I get into fights at school, I bopped a girl I really hated... -n- I almost lost my life but, someone helped me. I felt different and better. Someone cared. I've been called a female dog and other names too. You'll never be alone. I didn't want to end like a girl named Amanda who killed herself and her friends and family were very miserable. What I'm trying to say, you'll get through it. I just know. That's what that someone told me. And I'll never forget it. That person told me to speak up. And I did. Me and my brother, were like happier. He cried because he always hit me. But I'm used to being hit. I broke my freaking wall for god's sake. Ugh. I wish all of that never happened to me. And I don't want you to end up like that. Being alone and negative... And yes. Be yourself. Its truly who you are. Please listen to me. And thanks for reading... And I'm freakishly shy too but, I'm so fudging loud at lunch. I get all turnt up... I'm crazy. ;-; </3

[XxCosmicBananasxX]

I'm so sorry that that happened to you ;-; ive gotten in fights with my brother too, though, he almost drowned me a few years ago 'cause he said that i'm a waste of a life, andhe kept on trying to push my head down under the water, he even kicked me hard in the stomach, which almost made me end up in the hospital because I couldn't breath for a few seconds. Thankfully my mother caught my brother doing that and punished him. I've would've died at my own pool </3 my bro and i never talk, when i go to his room for whatever reason, he says "get out or i'll punch you to the ground." And he really means it. I stood up for myself once, but then he punched me... in the face and knocked me to the floor. Yep, their was blood on the floor, he has nails that can cut o-o, he scratched me so hard on the wrist that it was nonstop bleeding(cause his nails cut to the vein), i remember him just laughing at me when i wanted to call the ambulance because it was seriously nonstop bleeding...... That why i wear a bunch of bracelets and long sleeve hoodies, to cover that long scar on my wrist.. ;n;

[Tako]

... Wow. Oh my gosh. My bro punched me because I was looking for something that belonged to me but, in his room. -_- So I ran in, he saw me and threaten me. But I got it anyway. Then he did noticed and I got in trouble. And sorry that your brother did that to you... I have lots of scars on my left hand...

[Iri]

Humph.
I usually never swear.
But those people who bully you? You know what? They are just jealous. Why? Because you're amazing.
And they're not. They're just stuck in their own pools of self-pity.
Don't ever think that life isn't worth living. You have a future, XxCosmicBananasxX. Live it.

[Iri]

Can I please hit your brother in the face, really hard, with a brick?
I'm sorry if that sounded rude or mean.

[XxCosmicBananasxX]

Nah, it's okay, sometimes we are are nice to each other and talk like we're good friends, making each other laugh, play video games together, but sometimes he's just in a bad mood sometimes :T
And Just have one long scar :T and sorry to hear that, brothers can be well, moody I guess? xD Like one daytheir happy and the next day they're angry ._.

[XxCosmicBananasxX]

;A; Thank you so much, you're so sweet and kind, I wish you kind ppl can replace all the the bad ones in my school xD And yeah, they think I'm insane and need help because I don't talk and I draw all the time in class :T Whatever, hey're the insane ones, their just jelly xD they're probably going through their own hardships too, they just on't show it and let it out on one person, that for some reason was me :I But I'm gonna open myself up this year, try to make friends, get involved in activities, so all of this stops Hmph, they'll see :I

[Iri]

Yeah, you know what?
I want to go to those bullies and start yelling at them.
But don't worry.
As I sometimes say: "The wheel of fate makes a full turn every sixty years". Soon it'll be your turn to be on top.
Meaning, soon everything will be better. <3

[XxCosmicBananasxX]

wait, which bro are you talking 'bout : P but If you were directing that to me, I'll say nah, I forgive him for what he has done, I'm supposed to forgive, not hate, ya know whut I mean? :3 (I'm also a religious person, so I don't hate ppl, I don't like to hold grudges) Life can include some good and bad surprises, but what goes around, comes around. And if someone's mean to me, I turn the other cheek, I have never fought anyone, cause I love everybody, good or evil, I just gotta learn to accept who they are and keep distances. C;