certainly know the feeling...
I personally have that thought from time-to-time, dealing with life and all the crap it throws at you, for you to make the choice. But you got your family, everyone here, God, and you. Suicide is like a chain... when one does it, it prones friends and family to do the same, because they don't want to deal with the pain.
I honestly think pushing through it, and finding some friends would be a wise thing to do.
