Help me!

[SimbasMate]

Okay everyone knows how much my mom is a stupid head right? Well today she took away every ounce of self esteem I have. I was up in my room, minding my own business, when I hear some one storming up the stairs. Yup, it was my mom. I get up quickly because I know she is going to lecture me on how I didn't clean my room. I jump up, and stupidly leave my laptop on the floor and get started to clean my room. My mom comes in, RAMPAGING, kicks my laptop out of her way, while my laptop goes flying across the room and hits the wall. I get scared, and she starts yelling at me, saying how she has been asking me for weeks to clean my room, and how much I cause problems for her, I cause her to smoke and feel like crap, and my existance causes everyone problems. So she takes my laptop and tells me to clean my room. I do, and after that she says I can have it back if I come with her to pick my sister up from college. I go, not knowing that I will be getting picked apart, on the way back. We go, and I catch her glaring at me and throwing me dirty looks. So we get my sister, and on the way back, I get picked apart. She calls me a les, and how much of an idiot I am... and I should stop this Lion King crap because I just look like more of an idiot. She also said That I should go to a foster home so she doesn't have to deal with my crap anymore. That really killed me. I have crap going on at school, and now at home!

What can I do?! I am just ready to end everything, but I know that is really stupid. Since then, she has totally put it in stone for me. Me being alive causes everyone problems,and I should just die.

[KingKivuli]

dont give up!!! its hard but you gotta keep going forward with ur head held high. alot of parents blame their kids for stuff. you just gotta ignore it. fair enough maybe you should tidy your room but thats besides the point. what is the point is the fact your not alone. we are here for you all of us. your pride

[SinChei]

Your not everyone here knows your a awesome personality!
And maybe you shpuld clean your room some more and do some stuff for your mother maybe shes stressed and dont really wanna say all these things
help your mother with some things in the house. And talk with her.... you dont ike how shes talking to you. :*
And KKs right ignore the MOFOS in the school



I hope i could help with ma english

[LadyAislinn]

Aww buddy I'm so sorry. That's really rough. Your mom is a piece of work... I'm not sure of what to say except that I know for a fact that you have a lot of people you'd be letting down here if you were gone. Keep your head up high and stand tall, you can get through this and be strong. We're here for you, not only as a community of fellow TLK fans... as friends and family.

[SilverSimba01]

Aww, I'm sorry for everything bad that I happening, I know how you feel, What I can say is that don't let this things bring you down, always have you head up

[Mike]

The only thing you can do is prove her wrong. Succeed in life. Start by holding your head high. Accept who you are and be firm in requiring others to accept you before you respect them back.

[SimbasMate]

Thanks for the advice everyone. *hugs* You guys are the best.

[PrincessKiara]

Like others have said, helping your mother with tasks around the house might get her to appreciate you more and notice you in a positive way. My own excperience is that house chores gets you positive attention. If you help your mother with stuff, she’ll feel grateful to you.
I’m sure your mother doesn’t really mean the stuff she says, she’s probably just stressed and worried and then she lets her anger out on you, lots of parents do that.

All us MLK members will always be here for you, no matter what. We support and help eachother.

[FurryKristian]

I can't believe a mum can be that insensitive to her own daughter! I am so sorry for you SimbasMate! But you can't give up now, you have to live you're own life as you want! Keep on living and you will see many people care about you as I believe everyone here on this community does!

[MusicLion101]

Just leave. Go and stay with your grandmother. If someone says things like that to their own offspring then theyre not fit to raise children and they never have been. Ditch her and make things better for yourself.

Or you could hit her with a few home truths..like, how much SHE has failed in life, and that smoking is HER choice, and that everything that goes wrong in HER life is HER responsibility..