what I just really want to share with you guys....

[thanigraphics]

Some of you may know that, when I was on holiday, I suffered from depressions and nightmares. Well, it got worse and worse.
Crying all time, feeling restless, feeling very deep depressed. I felt so bad that I wanted immediate help.
I went to a doctor and now I got pills, named Paroxetine. Does anyone know or use those pills? They have some nasty workings in the first 2 weeks, like beeing sick, headaches, feeling dizzy and stuff.
after that, these shizzle must be gone. I hope it. Scares the heck out of me.......wish me luck, guys

[KingKivuli]

good luck, im sure everyone is behind you i know i am

[Yumacub]

Hey you'll be fine! *Does that face of Kiara who says: You were really brave!*

[Nightstar75]

I'm sorry... I have nightmares like that ALL the time. I can't sleep, I feel depressed and restless. My nightmares can be really scary though. Even worse, I can feel the own pain of them. If something happens to me in my dream, I feel pain of that area the next morning... I understand what your going through. But yoru strong and all. You can get through it, and we're here for you!

[YFWE]

Ack, I'm sorry to hear this. Depression really sucks. I'm glad to see you went out and got help though... we can only hope that it helps. Good luck, and we're all behind you on this. C:

[LadyAislinn]

Aww I'm sorry to hear that... my friend is the same way. I wish you all the best and we're all behind ya!

[thanigraphics]

thank you all for your nice reactions, you really are supporting me and I do appreciate that a lot *hugz her pridebuddies*

yesterday I took another big step: telling it at work. I was afraid they would judge me by it, my collegues, but they didn't, they were very understanding and helping me out.
After the 2 startup-weeks with the pills, things should be fine. I have to take them for six months, since I am not a "chronic" (but my depressions do come back every year)

anyways, thank you all for beeing there, you're a great help for me, and If there comes a time someone of you needs my help or support, I will be there for ya!!