Hello.... Forum...
I understand I previously posted a topic regards on me taking a break to deal with my depression.. but it seems I am back. Well... I have finally realised the source of my depression and I had to revise what I made in words. In response pertaining to the topic I have posted I now have to say I'm the aggressor I am before and always will be. Lynx died 12 years ago as an innocent girl. Neon is the blackhole of her suffering and a walking corpse on this Earth.
I realized I need not go as far to be the best because I never will be. Rather I have decided to be contented with what I have and stop doing new things wich are stressing me out. Furthermore I have decided its no longer possible to hide who I am. I'm a troll that rose from a dead girl's corpse and that is what I shall remain only that I will keep trolling confined to the arcade whenever possible. This was the one thing and only thing I had use of and I am glad to fufill my role as a cyber troll of this internet.
I lick the blood of tombstones, I drink the esscence of life but remain devoid of it. I live in darkness and hatred. A thousand hells await me for killing Lynx so many years past. But this is me.... I'm Neon and from now on I urge you to call me that. Calling me Lynx is like calling a corpse I now know who I truly am and its time I do up my policy.
Rest assured Children... I will not be rampaging like I did before but if you must go ahead and try my patience. Your words would not bring back the personaility of a dead person but rather for everytime you do it she is drifted further into the claws of my pleasure.
So have a nice day forum I look forward to posting again but for now I need to rest. I have tire myself this entire day on reflections..