by Carl » June 8th, 2016, 7:09 am
I'm afraid of never amounting to anything. I'm afraid of dying. I'm afraid of living a life I wasn't happy with. I'm afraid that I'm unlovable. I'm afraid of never being me. I'm also afraid of spiders. Also crowds, chaos, strangers, yellow jackets (the insects, not clothing), harm or death coming to those I care about, and I have a fear of abandonment. I'm also afraid of doing new things in an adulting kind of way--I can't help worrying that I'll do them wrong and disappoint myself. I'm also afraid of being on airplanes, of traveling alone, and.... I think I'll stop there. I'm an anxious person with a lot of fears. I do my best not to let them hold me back, though.
Do you have any aspirations?