by Queen Elsa » March 2nd, 2017, 7:34 pm
I hate him. Actually, no. I don't hate him. I hate the feeling I get every time I see him/hear his voice. You would think it would go away after he put me down, or after the fact that we haven't worked together in over six months. Nope. Nope. Instead, that job's Twitter page decided to post a tweet with him in the picture, and then today I almost ran into him. He was looking down at his phone when I saw him (luckily), and I was able to speedwalk in front of him and not make eye contact. But then he walks behind me, talking on his phone. I don't know if he saw/recognized me, but still. Hearing/seeing him should not make me feel this way anymore! I am so sick and tired of it, but it won't go away. He clearly doesn't want anything to do with me, based on the fact that he never replied to my texts and the fact that, the last time he talked, he was practically forcing a smile and it was a kind of awkward conversation. I want to be permanently done with him, because obviously, despite what he said on the last day of work, he doesn't like seeing or talking to me. Just go away, feelings. You bring me nothing but pain.