What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[Marizzle]

^Haha, at least it's a good song! It could be worse.
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Gosh, what is this odd feeling? I got so nervous out of nowhere...what.

[Carl]

It's so very peculiar wanting something to happen that is completely impossible, despite that it oughtn't be. I'll never know what it's like. Literally. There's no way at all. And it doesn't make sense. Oftentimes it upsets me, but tonight I just find it so very baffling. This shouldn't be a thing, yet it is. What a dour contradiction.

[Marizzle]

What's up with all the noise outside?

[Gemini]

Oh I understand that Janna.

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We've both been through that. Who knows how our lives will go. This stuff does blow though. It's hard especially when you care about that person so much that you want similar in any relationship you look for. And there is that period of time where the thought of someone else also repulses you. Things will change though.

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Yeah, I definitely feel that. Am feeling that now. It's kind of hard to overcome the bitterness and the thought of being replaced after going so through so much with that person. But I guess it's just how things turned out.

But yeah, it blows. Hope things are doing better for you in that regard, now, since it's been almost a year. Mine still feels fresh but also weirdly far away at the same time. Then I remind myself that it's been over four months already. The way things are going it'll probably be a few years before I feel completely over it and even then, I fear what being in a relationship will be like for me in the future. I was always wary of it to begin with as it was. Most of the relationships I've seen around me had severe issues and ended up being failures so I have little to nothing to go off of.

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Anyhow, about to polish up first chapter manuscript of the webcomic and send it out to the first round of betas. IF YOU'RE INTERESTED AT ALL, then please PM me.

[Queen Elsa]

^What's it about? I might be interested in that.
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Okay. Well, since I'll be on the bus for about an hour and a half this afternoon, I can easily read through at least some of the next chapter, that way I don't have so much to do tomorrow.

[Gemini]

^ You can check out the link in my signature if you want a bit more info since it's a tad lengthy to explain it all here. But tl;dr version - it's basically about a girl who goes on a long journey after her brother is revealed to have an ancient curse and runs away.

Again, if you wanna read the first chapter, I'll be sending it out today! So lemme know.

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Ugh... so I only get to have about five hours sleep and it figures that on top of that I have to deal with Jack AND my parents back when they were together AND people from high school I didn't like in the exact same dream. That's literally the trifecta of reliving-awful-****ing-experiences for me. Like seriously, do I not get a break here?

[Carl]

^ Man that sucks. Hope you're handling it okay. As always, if you need to chat or anything, I'm around.

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Looking at some of my old sigs... geez they were massive and unsightly. Even the ones I still like are just... way too big.

[Marizzle]

I think I'll need to grab a few more aspirins.

[Carl]

Today is apparently not a good day to be Carl. Got attacked by a spider, burned my tongue, and accidentally covered the stove in hot broth which immediately burned and all within about 10 minutes.

[FireAndSun]

It's my last week here before we move. I feel very bittersweet.