What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[Queen Elsa]

It's nice to know only two people in the whole world care about me.

[Simbaholikov]

Time to sleep I guess, tomorrow is going to be interesting to say the least.

[Marizzle]

After 4 days of doing nothing but laying around, I'm pretty sure going and coming back from college tomorrow will get me exhausted. Great.

[Queen Elsa]

How many people really need me? Maybe that one lady and her kids, but that's only a few times a year, and by the end of this month, I might not be helping her anymore. Nobody really needs me. They would get by without me, I'm sure. I feel so much like Peeta right now. There are only three people I care about, and all of them would get by without me. I wish there were more people who cared about me. (Note: I'm not thinking of doing anything bad. I'm just really upset right now.)

[Marizzle]

I wish I knew someone at uni who shared the same love as I for these things. I'm sure someone does, I just don't know her/him.

[Queen Elsa]

Would I be in this position now if I didn't know he actually liked her over me? Would I still have a crush on me? I have no idea. Oh well. What's done is done. I just wish there was something in reality that could make me happy, instead of relying on books and films.

[Marizzle]

I should be in bed by now...it'll be hard getting up tomorrow.

[Carl]

@Elsa, I know how you feel. I'm around if you ever wanna talk about any of it.

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I really need to finish my TWD rewatch. There's been quite a few things I didn't pick up on the first time around.

[KopsTheTerminator]

I'm wondering if my lack of focus on one thing at a time is a good thing or not, I've been noticing it the past few years actually. It's useful when I have to do something boring because I can be easily sufficiently distracted for hours with the trainwreck of thoughts going on in my head but when there's something I do want to do it turns into a curse and makes paying attention hard because it's not exactly voluntary. Plus it makes listening to people hard sometimes because I might be thinking of something and I might just not process what they're saying altogether because I'm just lost in thought.

I'm probably overthinking it and this is just normal, but it does make considering further education as viable option difficult since it makes studying a nightmare. I could hardly focus studying for an hour during high school just for an exam regardless of how much I tried and college would require putting many hours of studying in a day. Just... not really feasible for me right now.

[Marizzle]

Gosh, I'm hooked on this fanfic, but it's not complete.