Why is it that every time I stay with them, they do nothing. But whenever I don't stay with them, they do all sorts of fun things, like watching funny videos on YouTube? I hate being lonely, and I hate being so emotional. Why can't I have any fun with them? Why must I always be the independent, lonesome one? Maybe that's why I can't wait for school to start - or at least until next week, when I can talk to my friends, my sister, and my crush again. Although I don't think talking to my sister will help all that much. Why must everything that's good in my life happen digitally, and the people who cause the happiness be so far away?
