It's been almost 3 years since he hurt me, but I still have lingering scars. I can't be the kind of healthily attached girlfriend I should be, because that scar is still there.
I wish I could just be strong enough to not be bothered by him anymore, I wish I could just be like I was before that happened, just somehow.
It's not fair that he should cause me to meet the best person ever, and also cause me to not be as I should be for her. I try so hard to shake his influence, but it's still here all the same...






I'll try that. See how it works.
I should probably change my bookmarks - remove that old one that we don't do anymore since it's over and add the new one. 


