by Carl » September 19th, 2013, 3:50 pm
That's it. That's it. I am so done. I can't do anything for her, and school's not what I need anyway. I need a job. I need money. I am sick of this and I am sick of her, and I will not put up with this anymore. I can't reason with her, and if I can't get mum to either, then I'm done with school. I'll finish this semester (or this year if I'll be in debt for not doing the whole thing) and then I won't be coming back. Is it a shame since I'm already a Junior and therefore nearly half done? Hell yeah it is. Is it worth it to finish? At this rate, I don't know. I don't know if I'd be able to finish even if I don't drop out. But really. I'm tired of this BS. School is stressful enough on it's own, I don't need a baby that I have to hold the hand of while I'm there too.
I'm sorry you get lonely in the ten minutes it takes you to walk to another building, but I haven't gotten good sleep in ages and therefore, EVERYTHING HURTS. Not to mention, I want to sit peacefully on my computer or with my 3DS in my long breaks, NOT walk around. So it hurts and is something I don't want to do and I actually prefer to be by myself at school. And you wonder why it pisses me off that you always make me LEAVE the building I was in FOR A REASON.
Yeah, I'm pretty fed up and I'm not gonna keep putting up with this. Especially since I'm going to do good to make decent enough grades to keep my scholarships on account of being too stressed to perform well. What's the point of staying in school for another 3 years like this. I'm done.