I am just going to go ahead and quote TLK here. "I'm sorry, Mother. I tried." Just like Nuka, I tried to be that perfect kid you want me to be. I wanted to be close to you like I once was when I was young. We had built up a pretty nice relationship after I got discharged from that group home. We were getting closer, and it all was working out fine. But yet, things go to absolute sh*t and once again it is me and me only who has messed all of that up. I don't follow the rules you say, I don't want to be a member of society and all I do it hibernate in my room. I am sorry, Mom. I am so sorry, but when you live in the sticks you can't do much, but Internet all day. (lol) I helped you out. I was going to go to college and fulfill my dream. But what do I do? I go mess things up. It is you too, Mom.
But now I want to say that I don't like how you just kick me out, and throw me to take care of myself. I have no independent skills whatsoever, and I am scared. I have bad anxiety. Even worse now because I haven't had my medication in three days now. It is hard to control my emotions. But.. ugh, anyway, I am sorry I am not perfect. Just know that I have no more faith in my life or myself. I don't care what happens to me. I know you never really cared.