What are you thinking RIGHT NOW?

[Shadowfax]

A broken heart is the worst kind of pain i've ever had to deal with. I'd rather go through all the crap I went through last year again than this

[Carl]

^ I hope you'll be ok.

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I should prolly get off my laptop and start meandering over towards my class. It starts in like 30 minutes after all.

[Arbystrider]

Arby's log: Star-date... I don't even know - Well, midnight.

Managed to clean up the old automatic air freshener... the battery cover kept swinging open so Ma used cello-tape to fix it - wrong type of tape, it's near-impossible to remove without tearing the tape in half and gosh-darn those adhesive residues are just plain irritating to see, and she'd have to use a new strip of tape to fix it back every time she changes the batteries, so there's more and more residue.. Used some good ol' Dubya-Dee-Fortee to clean off years of residue and replaced the cello-tape with a single, clean, solid strip of duct tape. That should settle my OCD regarding the adhesive residue...

Moral of the story: You can never go wrong with WD-40 and duct tape - Even if you have OCD.

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That, and I have 5 Pride Points now so I have the social obligation of handing out PPs to those who deserve it... Hmm...

[Shadowfax]

^ I hope you'll be ok.

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I should prolly get off my laptop and start meandering over towards my class. It starts in like 30 minutes after all.

Thanks <3 This whole situation is just eating away at me. I either have to let go or try and make it work.. But he needs to decide on wether or not he wants to try. I am at my mums for a few days to give him some time to think, but for me it's making me worse. I miss him and just want to hug him and for him to say he loves me and everything is going to be ok. But at the moment, the future for us looks grim.

[Tsuki]

^ Whatever the decision, we will be there to support you through it. And yeh, Gaz never even bothered to try and make it work. He just phoned me telling me it was over and I was like "Teh fudge? Don't you even want to sit and talk about it?" and he just said "No.". . Our two years clearly ment nothing to him. I told him two years was a long time and he told me bluntly that it wasn't. Bleh. Anyway that's me going off on one. But yes, whatever the outcome I'm here to help you

[Shadowfax]

^ Thanks hun. It's just a situation I didn't think i'd have to deal with.. Especially a week after our three year anniversary

[Carl]

Thanks <3 This whole situation is just eating away at me. I either have to let go or try and make it work.. But he needs to decide on wether or not he wants to try. I am at my mums for a few days to give him some time to think, but for me it's making me worse. I miss him and just want to hug him and for him to say he loves me and everything is going to be ok. But at the moment, the future for us looks grim.

I can only imagine how horrible it must be. I have a hard time waiting for a couple of days to talk to my girl and I know nothing anywhere near that bad is facing us... Stay strong no matter what happens, you have lots of friends here to help you through it. <3

[Shadowfax]

^ Thanks hun. The staying strong part is mighty difficult at the moment. Feel so lonely here at mums =( I've not spoken to him in over 24 hours (Longest i've gone in three years and that's hurting so, so much)

[SophieCub]

^ I'm here if you need me Kay. I really hope you two can make it work. <3

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I bet she was judging me because I was off today, well I'm going back tomorrow and I'm barely going to speak to her. Don't want to get hurt again.

[Shadowfax]

Thanks Sophie <3

Listening to my song.

Hunting, searching for futures i've dreamed.
Ever chasing, believing visions unseen.
Hearing, hope is futile;
Only inspires me NOT TO GIVE UP.

Damn it Kay.. Listen to the lyrics -_-