What are you whining about RIGHT NOW?!

[Carl]

My sister. I'm getting really fed up of her. She spends hundreds of dollars on make up and shoes and things she doesn't need and hoardes every last bit of the money she makes instead of helping save up for the move that we need to do or buy groceries and she thinks she can criticise me for buying cheaper clothes and clothes that actually fit and are appropriate for me when I need them, and for not wanting to waste my money on something I'd never use?

We are not in a good way right now. This kind of behavior is not acceptable.

[Kiana]

Messed up my finger playing football today. Now that was some pain I wasn't used to lol. The joint in my middle finger is swollen so I think I did something to it. Not sure if its sprained jammed or what but it sucks. It wouldn't be as big of a deal if I didn't have a band concert in 3 days. I'm 1st chair trumpet and right now, I can't play. I have a solo in that song too. So I hope it'll get better these next few days or I don't know what I'll do

[Carl]

I'm never going to get it done. They're never going away. I'm gonna be wrong forever. Unless the world changes, that is, and the past 24 years it's just been a constant, so I'm not holding out hope.

Why me? Why am I cursed with this? If I had to be like this, couldn't I have at least been mostly flat? Guess I wouldn't suffer enough that way.

[Shadowfax]

^ Have you tried bandages to bring them in? that might make it a bit flatter and a bit more bareable for you <3

I'm whining about fireworks. They get earlier and earlier each year and it sets my mums dogs off, which wakes my daughter up. *sigh* Fine with fireworks the few days over bonfire night, but really? Already?

[Carl]

^ I got a binder, which does flatten significantly, but unfortunately it's not enough to make me even look right, and I can't wear it all the time (it's damaging to leave it on for more than 12 hours, gets uncomfortable, and if it did enough damage, surgery would no longer even be an option on account of health risks, from what I've read). It helps, and I'm glad for that, it's just still not right. And money being what it is... this is the best that's gonna get for a while, at the very least, which is kind of discouraging.

[Marizzle]

My Sony Vegas is being a pain right now.

[SimbasMate]

UPS is taking too long. I want my Kindle Fire now!

[KopsTheTerminator]

Wish they'd get the Golden Dawn trial over with already. The sooner we get rid of fascist rats in sheeps' clothing in the country that want another junta again the better.

[Marizzle]

I woke up exhausted and feeling sick, but I need to study for a test. Why.

[Carl]

Really? In three days it got 11 views, three of which were me, and no advice... meanwhile they got more in less time? I'm really trying to not see this in a bad way, but it's really seeming like I'm fairly invisible, and idk, it would be nice if someone gave a crap enough to at least look at it and say "gee, I'm real sorry dude." Whoever the other 8 or fewer people who looked at it were, well, I guess I'm grateful they cared enough at least to read it.

I honestly don't know what to do and I'm not even sure why or if I wanna life anymore. I just want to make things better somehow and just relax for once and rest. I'm so tired. I'm tired of not making a difference and I'm tired of trying and I'm tired of everything. I'm so tired. I'm tired of feeling like a failure and I don't understand why things are like this or why no one's even trying to help.

Part of me is just ready to give up, and that part of me is beginning to grow. I don't know how to fight it anymore. What I'm doing just doesn't seem to make a difference at all.