by Carl » August 8th, 2016, 6:33 pm
Everything is wrong. It's wrong and I can't fix it. There's not a thing I can do. I'm the only person I can 100% count on, and it's literally impossible for me to fix it. At the rate things are going, affording help is going to be many years off, even if I stop getting things I want here and there. It's not fair. If this one problem were nonexistent, I could actually be content right now. But I can't, I can't ignore it...
It's bad. I've caught myself wondering if I should give up and just be the person they see, but I'll never be happy like that. Why isn't there anything I can do myself? Why is life like this? Why couldn't I have just been born right?