A bit down today, it's coming up a year since I lost one of my best friends and also my horse. I've been thinking about them both alot this last week and it makes me so sad knowing I'll never see either of them again. I haven't dealt with death much so it really has affected me especially as i loat them both within a week of each other. Guess it also explains my lack of desire to get back to horse riding and horses in general
