I'm feeling kind of weird, actually. I reached a point recently where a lot of my stress kind of disappeared and I'm left in a weird calm state that's twinged with a hint of sadness and perhaps something... else.
There's also a certain other feeling bubbling over in my heart that I'm still somewhat afraid of, but I think it's slowly winning me over. It's actually pretty nice and I don't really think anything, good or bad, has to come from it.
And I'm overheated, because you can't move if a cat is sleeping on you and I'm under like three blankets.