I should probably find something else to contact her in then.

Tbh I'm beginning to wonder why I even bother in the first place if she hasn't said a word so far and just disappeared, maybe it'd be better if I just stopped trying and left her alone.

Okay so she apparently did check in today... well I take time writing about personal things anyways so I'll just wait a bit, otherwise I'll just stop if she clearly doesn't want any of it. I respect what she wants I guess.

At this point I just don't care if she just tells me off in a message, I just want
any indication that she's okay even if she doesn't want to speak to me anymore.
I saw this happening years ago but it's still not pleasant.