How are you feeling?

[Marizzle]

^ Hugs for both of you!
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Really bored.

[Carl]

Kind of bitter, angry, and isolated. It's great how no one cares enough to even read what I wrote, much less offer any suggestions. If people were at least reading it, I'd think maybe they just don't know what to suggest, but they're apparently ignoring it deliberately or can't see it.

Either way, it really makes me feel so cared for.

Guess I'm on my own, just like always. Fine. Suits me.

[SimbasMate]

Hangry

[Gemini]

[quote="Carl Skywalker"]Kind of bitter, angry, and isolated. It's great how no one cares enough to even read what I wrote, much less offer any suggestions. If people were at least reading it, I'd think maybe they just don't know what to suggest, but they're apparently ignoring it deliberately or can't see it.

Either way, it really makes me feel so cared for.

Guess I'm on my own, just like always. Fine. Suits me.[/quote]

Sorry, dude. Did see it, was going to respond but I'm kind of not sure what I would say and I'm really not in the 100% best place right now, especially in terms of that stuff.

I think I know what you were referring to though. In any case, I'm here and you know where to find me on Skype. Hope you get those feels sorted out.

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I feel just all over the place. Ejdikwhdhwk

[FlipMode]

[quote="Carl Skywalker"]Kind of bitter, angry, and isolated. It's great how no one cares enough to even read what I wrote, much less offer any suggestions. If people were at least reading it, I'd think maybe they just don't know what to suggest, but they're apparently ignoring it deliberately or can't see it.

Either way, it really makes me feel so cared for.

Guess I'm on my own, just like always. Fine. Suits me.[/quote]

[Marizzle]

Lazy.

[Gemini]

Wired, panicky, on edge.

[Tsuki]

Glum

[Carl]

Hope you guys are okay. And Twin, don't worry about it, I don't think I was referring to what you are though. I'm not actually angry at anyone in particular, anyway. I'm just extremely furious at life right now. I'm sick of being angry and desperate and doing everything in my power, but that not being enough to make a difference, and I'm tired of things being so bad that nobody has anything to say, that no one can help and we can't help ourselves. I'm tired of looking for advice and support only for people to be silent as stars because what I'm trying to solve is more than they've ever had to so they don't know how to even begin to be helpful.

I'm tired of worrying about losing our home, I'm tired of making crap money at a crap job. I'm tired of there not being options. I'm tired of this stupid economy, and I'm tired of finances getting worse as time goes on, and I'm tired of people casually telling me to spend money on things I should be able to and can't afford to. I'm tired of being at the end of my rope with no one to turn to.

I'm tired of the horrible things I think about sometimes, out of sheer desperation to stay alive.

[Regulus]

I hunger. And I should probably be paying more attention in class right now.