Hope you guys are okay. And Twin, don't worry about it, I don't think I was referring to what you are though. I'm not actually angry at anyone in particular, anyway. I'm just extremely furious at life right now. I'm sick of being angry and desperate and doing everything in my power, but that not being enough to make a difference, and I'm tired of things being so bad that nobody has anything to say, that no one can help and we can't help ourselves. I'm tired of looking for advice and support only for people to be silent as stars because what I'm trying to solve is more than they've ever had to so they don't know how to even begin to be helpful.
I'm tired of worrying about losing our home, I'm tired of making crap money at a crap job. I'm tired of there not being options. I'm tired of this stupid economy, and I'm tired of finances getting worse as time goes on, and I'm tired of people casually telling me to spend money on things I should be able to and can't afford to. I'm tired of being at the end of my rope with no one to turn to.
I'm tired of the horrible things I think about sometimes, out of sheer desperation to stay alive.















