Somehow depressed because school is ending, and I'm gonna be lonely again, I'm also scared because someone I know got in trouble, one of my on and off friends, so she's gonna be in a terrible mood, if she ruins my last week of school with her crappy attitude, THERE WILL BE BLOOD

(Or just a lot of yelling on my end

) She tend to get super mean when she's mad at someone, and they don't feel bad yadada drama. I was kinda in a depressed state during the middle of the day due to everyone calling my out for doing things wrong. It didn't help in the next class my friends were picking on me for something that happened the day before. My stupid head got the best of my when I was helping the teacher in front of the whole class, I don't know why, he asked me to do a simple thing and i had
no idea what he was talking about or how to do it. Everyone was laughing at me, I felt like an idiot, so yeah, that was fun. So for the rest of the day today (6 periods) I felt like a useless pile of trash, who does EVERYTHING wrong. I'm getting over it, I know I'm here to do something, but I have no clue what it is. WHY IS MY LIFE SO COMPLEX?! So I'll try focusing on my party coming up, last time I'll see my friends for a while.

Man, I need to shorten these things up.