by Lauren » August 14th, 2012, 8:22 pm
"So after 16 years, this is when he apologizes to me? This whole time ever since I've been living, THIS is when he apologizes to me for all the bad things he has done to me? Adimiting to me that I have a big problem of talking to myself? I cannot help it but I've had this habit for years. It's not that I try to make my image look horrible, but still. To even mention about my social life being low, I'm truly, truly, truly sorry. From the start of my Autism 15 years ago, it hasn't been so easy for me. Sure I've worked very hard to become high functioning, but sometimes I end up looking back of the start of my difficult childhood, which you haven't experienced. I'm working harder to make more friends, but please, don't bring me the lecture again. I know what you, mom and daddy are trying to mention to me, but I want to do this on my own. Please, I wish I wasn't stubborn, a little unsocial, and sad. I'll make myself a better person. Thanks Sean, but I think you made me feel even worse about myself after all these years of you bothering me, seeing me suffer through my Autism, and being bullied at school and home by that guest 10 years ago where he forced me to stay under my desk quiet.
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