by Lauren » July 1st, 2012, 1:56 am
"In the way I am, I'm the friendly, mature, Disney-loving girl I make up for myself as a person, but it's an enjoyable life. The sense of being a adolescent is nice, but on the inside, I'm still treated like a small cub. All the emotions I care about and carry within me are constant things released outside the box one after another. I want to show more. I want to be treated like the age I stand as. I want to show him that I can stand up for myself and I have so much more within interests and childhood memories than he does. In each and everyday, my emotions do matter whatsoever and they should not be treated like dirt when he sees me in tears. I can have a friend on the side, but I don't most of the time. I guess he treats me like a little kid just for the shake of it. Even if I am the child but feel like I have "three" parents, it's not whether it's good or bad, but it's unfair. With all wishes I obtain, I want more enlightenment with my controlled emotions and have the freedom to let them all out whenever I can and make the tears reveal themselves a lot more easier without having to worry. I shouldn't have to suffer being yelled/told not to cry..."