Everything. My siblings, especially. They hate the fact that I'm the one in charge when my dad's gone, and they said they would be really happy when I finally moved out and went to college. And then there's my brother, who insistently brings up my ex-crush - as if it's not hard enough as it is - and saying things like "You shouldn't have fallen for him" and "He was never going to choose you anyways", as if I don't already know that. Falling for him was a stupid mistake. I know that. And I wished I had stayed like I was in August and didn't care, but that didn't happen, so now it's another way for my family to emotionally hurt me. And then my brother started saying things about me talking to my best friend, and when I told him I hadn't talked to her in almost a week, he said (sarcastically) "Good for you," as if he doesn't talk to his own friends on a regular basis. I know nobody cares about my horrible life, but I have to get it out somehow, and I don't want to bug my friends right now, especially since calling my one friend would mean more hate from my brother.
