I am so incredibly sorry about that, KopaFan13! *hugs* Just remember that now he will be young forever, and he will always be there- even though you might not see him ^^ But as the old saying goes, "Sacrificing your happiness for the happiness of the one you love, is by far, the truest type of love.”

which just goes to show that your cousin loved you!
As for the crossing the street thing, I believe this little ditty may help
http://barney.wikia.com/wiki/Look_both_waysLook both ways when you cross the street
look both ways when you cross the street!
Look both ways, don't move your feet
'Til you look both ways when you cross the street!