I had to give up my best friend to be with someone, and now she's gone too. I've lost both of the people who were most important to me outside of family. My best friend, I lost over a year ago, and some days I still feel like crying because I miss him so. How will I ever get over the woman who felt like "the one" for over 2 years?
I never want to be in a relationship again. They hurt and for what? I never got to do some of things that someone in a relationship should get to do even, and the few that I did weren't enough.
I can't believe I'll never see her again, never kiss her again, never be her wife... It wasn't supposed to end this way.