I'm really sorry to hear that, SC. =(
Losing people you love is really hard, and it's something that happens to all of us. Sounds like you got your share a little early, though, and I'm really sorry for that. We're all here for you, and remember you've always got someone to lean on, be it friends or family. You're never alone. ^^
This song is wonderful, and I hope it'll make you feel a little better. ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lcgyKo7vbm4