Uhm... o.o
This sounds kinda serious. I mean WTH?! Kicking your laptop and calling you a les?!
And it ABSOLUTELY not your fault that she is smoking and feeling like crap.
Seems to me like she can't take care of her kids. That's just my POV, but still... o.o
You shouldn't give up on what you like, no matter what others say.
And TLK is not crap, if it were, no one would like it.
If this goes on/has been going on for a long time, and if you feel like you just want to die, don't you have anyone else you can live with? <: