by SlayerOfLight » January 6th, 2012, 8:10 pm
@juliette I understand what you're saying, and I dont feel offended in any way, because I also used to think like that. I also blamed God for everything. But the truth is, is that God works more complex then we can understand. The more I came to learn about God, the lesser I would hate/dislike him.
my life isn't good neither. in fact, it's FAR from perfect. I got almost nothing. I ruined up my entire life, was bullied when I was little by teenagers, got a bad reputation everywhere, and the list goes on. I lost many people who I had close bonds with. I still remember one year ago at the summer of 2010 when my dog died right in my arms. Of course I was sad, but the same next day I was able to laugh my socks off and have fun. How did I manage to do that? simple, I was stronger in the spirit then I expected. I certainly know and believe that it was God who made sure I wouldn't get depressed over such a huge loss. Because my dog was the only one I enjoyed being arround with, in my house.
I have been through many things, and I have enough evidence that God, demons, angels, excist. It's not a matter of needing ''evidence'', but a matter of experiencing it yourself. Listening to the words of humans who tell you and show you ''evidence'' that something isn't real, is easy. But what about listening to your own heart, instead of the words of men?
suffering is not a curse given by God. It's just ''life''. Nature and God are two complete things. God created nature and observes everything. But mankind has turned it's back on God, not God who turned his back on us. Because we are not a mistake, but made in his image. He even loved us so much, that he send out his word, so that his word may be born out of a virgin and teache us the right way. And this word of God, which is God as well, is Jesus Christ. he gave himself to our mercy, he was nailed and crucified for our sins, so that we may get back to God again.
I hope and pray you're willing to open up a little to this. I'm also sorry to hear that you don't have a good life. But life is a test. we are a seed, and only after death, will we find out if our seeds became either bad fruits, or good fruits.