Hi again and Sorry >.<

[Rarity]

As some of you may have known I'm not new to this website, my previous user was Neon. I was responsible for a lot of Havoc a year ago,and I'm not proud of it. Today I write this to introduce myself and apologize to everyone.
Firstly and foremost I would like to thank the MLK community, it may not have have occurred to me in the past how much meaning the site had but I realized it later. I was banned for trolling in the past and it was for a good reason, I had too often took my anger and frustration on this website I had many problems in my personal life and things were going hard on me. By far my. decision and actions here are one of the greatest regrets I have in my life
The ppl here were different than most internet dwellers, apart from spammers and trolls it was really a wonderful place, I later on realized that MLK was my second home to me and ppl here actually treated me better than how I was in real life. I was never discriminated here and for the first time I felt special, I didn't feel useless like I was in the real world where I was literally scrapping through to survive my education from tiger parents.
MLK became even more important to me later on that year, I no longer had anyone with me spared for a grandmother as closed relative, it was really a miserable year and I had to pull out of school due to a lack of funds. I missed the companionships I once had and I felt really lost in what I should do in my life, for some reason I just kept lurking around here and the art galleries. It seemed to be my only way to sleep everynight.
I didn't return on the internet for the next 6 months trying different methods to get back to education and getting a stable income for me and grandmother. I eventually managed to enroll to a school of arts through the use of a PSLE Certificate.I learned to bake cakes and make post cards and artificial crystals in school which I sold to make a living. Life became better after that and I was even able to go online on december to make some graphics for my online friends.
By New Year, I had entered MLK again, I felt somehow rather calm to just I don't know. But I bore no hatred or grudges to anyone. It was like I completely lost the troll in me. But now I felt grateful and guilty at the same time for what I did. I felt it was time to settle this guilt finally to start anew. And today I shall do this....

There are 5 people I want to apologize too I hope they are still around here....
FIRST
KingKivuli
It goes without saying I came into the forum and most ppl knew that KK became a GM at that time, I really didn't see how KK would do the job. I wanted to challenge and see how good a moderator he would be and how he would deal with ppl.I got rather too far in this and this kinda created lots of tensions and hell which got MLK rather Chaotic. I this is why I am most sorry to KK , I was firstly jealous,racist and just pure hating of his avatar I felt it was a symbol of arrogance, and I truly misunderstood the poor chap, I deserved every right to be banned because of this. I don't know how KK is ever going to forgive me for what I did and I will do what is best to make up for what disdoing I have done against him.
Second
Moka
For what I did to KK I really created a lot of hoo hah for you, I neglected many facts and personal considerations and in what I did I gave you much of a hard time. I really felt guilty because between april to june youe e-mail just kept sending me updates I made me feel that I had abused my right to be on MLK and it really gave me the splittings verge there. So I'm sorry Moka I hope I will be able to do something in the future as well to make up for you.
Third
Amanda
Yes you panda I'm sorry, you actually got banned several times because of trolling as you told me, I really hate how I readily once gave you advice for trolling and I realy wanted to teach you that art. But I slowly drop that its a truly hurtful thing to do even for fun and in a joking style I wish I could reverse whatever I said. Coz I miss the old panda.
Fourth
SnowyCheetah
I used to slip shot your sigs you requested because I felt you were switching way too much. But I have accustomed myself to the trend finally. So I want to apologize to the lack of trust I had in you back then and how I was unwilling to share with you anything back then.
Lastly fifth
KiarasMate
I'm sry for what I did to Panda and many other members, I caused so much havoc, you were just deciding yo migrate all your projects and stuff here when I came in. And now you left and went back to TLKPF. I'm really sorry please comeback KM so I can make it up to you.
And overall sry to the entire of MLK for what I did in the past
*Bows down to the MLK pride 100 times*

Now its time to introduce myself.
This year I am 17
I call myself Neon in the past because of much excitement I had for the Neonlight soundtrack.
I have no problem with people calling me girl,boy,man,women,lady,uncle or aunt but I rather keep my gender unknown for personnal reasons.
I am a graphics artist who used to do Signatures and abstract art here for free
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http://img703.imageshack.us/img703/8527/14371443.png
http://img6.imageshack.us/img6/6317/severance.png
http://img684.imageshack.us/img684/3472/hmwm.png
http://img33.imageshack.us/img33/3760/voidy.png
Apart from that I aim to do amv making and fanart in the future though I have no education and concept for how to start drawing at all.
My signature basically is a meaning, it means originality. I am very firm on the grounds of this principal and even most of my text in my sigs are my own handwriting.
I previously owned a sig shop here but I will not reopen it I'm far to busy now in real life to make sigs and backgrounds everyday or posting 90 post a day like a I did in the past for some forums.
My favorite character is Kiara because my HS in halo is her name spelled in numbers
I'm a fan of the lion king as it was the only movie I was ever able to afford and watch at that time. I'm going to see the Chinese broadway in Marina Bay Sands this March so if anyone is coming to Singapore to see it. Let me know I will arrange a meet.
I guess that is really all bout me. Okies see you guy around.

[TheRoguePrince]

It's nice too meet someone that honest. Welcome back, and though I don't know you I'm glad to hear that you are doing better and have returned to MLK.

[Eli_Ayase]

Hello never knew you but welcome back neon and thoes are honest words indeed.

[SnowyCheetah]

Welcome back :3

[Rarity]

Thank you everyone

[SnowyCheetah]

Do you have any IM? MSN or something like that?

[xLilacVixenx]

Ah, I remember you from Youtube. Welcome back, friend, I'm glad you decided to come back. *Hugs*

[Rarity]

Snowy I gave those up 6 months ago. Thank you Lilac nice to see you here.
I won't be very active like I was before though. I have a lot to do now in my personal life.

[Arani]

Welcome to the Pride, Lynx

[Rarity]

Thank you Arani.
Gonna post a few of my sigs