In a couple of hours though I am unable to be there to say goodbye my 16 year old husky will lose the battle against cancer after kicking it's butt last year. To add onto that right now my only living grandmother is also in the hospital with hours or days to live. She won't be going home and it is only a matter of time. Sometimes I hear she has a matter of hours left somethings she is eating and joking with people.
Along with this I have been really sick on and off. I am on medication right now that is making me sick so I have a really hard time eating. Connecting with being depressed about the two reasons above it has made sure the past few days I have gotten almost nothing down. Right now I am not worrying about if the food is good for me. If my stomach will accept a chocolate muffin then it is getting a chocolate muffin. Better then not eating anything cause it refuses to take something else.
Only minutes after Shalun will leave this world, my friend is taking me out to breakfast. Not sure how much I will eat but it will be good to be out with a friend for the day. We have so much to catch up on I may even be able to get my mind off the situations back in my country that I am helpless watching from so far away. I am thinking of also going to the movies today to go see a funny movie just to try to relax a bit. My teacher gave me the day off. I still have tons of homework to catch up on for tomorrow but I can maybe do that and play "The Sims" or something tonight.
Anyway I will be gone for a bit from this page and most places online. I do want to start back on YouTube a bit with my lets plays as they make me happy. But give me about a week or so if things calm down in life a bit. But I do not plan to be back posting art for a few weeks. It is just too hard to draw right now. I need some ME time. But just wanted to let you guys know in case you leave a comment or such that I WILL get to you but just allow me some time to get my life sorted out so hopefully I can come back with the same energy and fun I had before all this.
Thanks for listening. |
