I had "butterflies" in my stomach, but that feeling is just dead to me... I miss that feeling for some reason. I still can't stop loving that one person, I just can't and I won't... Love is so confusing and stupid... Aghhh why? There's a reason for everything but that was not a reason for ny situation. Wtf?! I FEEL BIPOLAR, WTF. Mood swings... I just cry so much, my eyes burn. Fml. I hate my life. I feel like going into a deep sleep and never wake up...Sorry, I just needed to vent out.
I agree with Timestones. Perseverance and faith pulls you through hardships. And he's right, love is a nasty game. It's great sometimes, it goes spiraling out of control at other times.
Love is a nasty game, Tako, I must say. Boyfriends, girlfriends, family, whatever form it takes it is a hard game to play. A game that seems impossible to win at times. But having faith in your desires will pull you through the hardships. I know the feeling.
Am actually working on a big project that's based around the whole idea. Got a line-art, poem, and wip for music made now. I'll be posting it all to YouTube when I finish it.
That being a teenager has a lot to do with the crazy emotions/mood swings. I deal with emotional distress and even breakdown, at least once a month. You could try poems, they help me out a lot, I can express more than in picture. But pics are always good to include. I pray everything works out for you!
I'm sorry you're going through that.
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