I don't even know......... my....dad........he's.......passing away this week 
he's not dying because of his cancer, it's something that happened on Friday
This might be very disturbing to you guys, it has mature content.
On Friday, I missed a day of school because I was supposed to go camping for the weekend. My mom and I were at CVS getting ice and glucose tablets(my dad is/was diabetic) while my brother was at home. I was so excited until my mom got a call from my grandma who arrived at my house. They said that my dad fell down the stairs and he hit his head extremely hard, causing him to be unconscious and blood coming out from his ear. When my mom told me what had happened after she hanged up the phone and I was extremely dramatized, almost bursting into tears in the middle of the store. We arrived at home, my brother had stains of blood on his face, leg, and arms. When my mom and I arrived home, my brother had already called the fire rescue and he was already on his way to the hospital. I was outside the house, praying and crying to God asking them that he'll survive, he'll make it.. Well, the doctors in the intensive care performed scans and it turned out that his skull was damaged greatly and his trauma was severe. On Saturday and today, I was at my friend's house, to take my mind off my father. For these days, the x-rays showed that his brain was showing no activity, like my dad was in a coma. He was sedated, so he wouldn't feel any pain. His brain was bleeding, damaged skull, we didn't think he was gonna survive. So today, the doctors wanted to take out a main tube that was helping him breath, to see if he would still breathe afterwards or pass. My mom decided no, because she wanted to let my brother and I know what's going to happen. Well, she told us not too long ago... so tomorrow, the doctors are going to take out the tube and see what happens. We already know that either way he is going to pass, the funeral and the burial is already planned, the priest came to my father to do The Anointing of the Sick, the last catholic sacrament before someone passes away. So now, I'm going to be without a dad 
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but I can't be mad at God, or telling him why, why did you do this to me, no, I'll never say such a thing. At least he's not suffering any more. He'll be with God, in heaven. He won't have sicknesses or head aches, he'll be completely free, roaming around in God's land. I am going to miss him, but we know that he's looking over me and my family.
Good night guys, and may God bless you and your family, I'm still gonna be on hiatus mode because of this, I don't know how long though.Thank you all who prayed for my dad, I really greatly appreciated it! With out you guys, I wouldn't be who I am right now, thank you guys soo much |
