Lioness Music: Three Days Grace: PainKiller Lioness Health: Poor Lioness Throwing Up: 10 Times today Lioness Mood: Fair/Reflective/Dysmorphic Lioness Weather: Rainy/Damp/Cold'ish 37F Lioness Time: 22:37:54 Lioness Nausea Magnitude: 5/6 Lioness Art Trades/Requests:(Slow Progression)
Well despite everything, T-Minus 81 Days till Jerusalem Israel, our home Now Ours !! http://www.century21global.com/property/jerusalem-israel-C21103945534 Go to this link to see it, its quite Pretty! Were well on track, getting everything ready as is, this's the hardest part, not buying our home which was remarkably easy, or later flying there.... its those Little things, you know the List of Chores, finding someone to have our old home here, then packing Company/Shipping company, which of Course will be naturally..( El Al Israel Air Freight Shipping) and Also El Al Israel Airlines to fly over on.. Organizing everything inbetween Looking at my Art Trades/Requests, which I'm clawing at between my illnesses kicking me around like the Lioness little fluff ball I am..
My sleep is getting more and more Restless , anxious and constantly thinking of what its gonna be like over in Jerusalem Israel, which actually pleases me greatly!! !!.. But otherwise I'm coming on here at MLK/FAA I still try to have time for All! I'm SO Happy toi have met (Roni) Linnea, my new Israeli Lioness Sis, whom I just Adore, as I do ALL My family here at MLK/FAA!! <- So otherwise I'm Expressive in my Art Test pics, as I'm trying new ideas, old ideas, new concepts, and old concepts, between everything. So otherwise all said I'm doing the best I can, daddy lion is his Liony self Were getting on good kinda in our rocky yet Amiable Daughter Lioness daddy lion relationship, yes my step mom Lynn call's daily begging to chat every chance she gets with me which practically makes so ill I can Puke up just hearing her voice, Leaving Me SO ANGRY I cannot begin to measure it , not kidding! For those who dont know Lynn, trust me you just DONT want to.. : She's that twisted.. I've seen the Face of True Evil!!.... I'm just happy Lynn's 1,400 miles south in Texas.. Her presence in the USA inspires me even more to Want to Seriously Leave fore Yerushalayim (Jerusalem), Yisrael (Israel) PDFQ_ASAP!!
Been too thinking of my IRL birth mom lion who abandoned me 10 years ago...too, I miss her, beyond measure.. I Hope I get an IRL mom in Yisrael who actually Loves me, I think I deserve that... , I cannot go on much longer without a mom, it hurts so much to not have one....
Well then I need to go, bout time for my nightly Coffee/Snack..at the usual 23:30:00 PM CST I LOVE you All, I Really Do, Never Felt So Much Love for Many at one TLK/MLK/FAA place!
Good Night Everyone~ **huggs Roni(linnea) and Everyone!**
(Three Days Grace Lyrics to (Painkiller) (Modified in this Lioness Quote)
Lioness Quote: You know I need a fix when I fall down, Cause I cannot even stand up..You are my Paws, my Crutch.. My hook to drag me along.. You know I need to find a way, but Enslaved with you I stay, forever bonded to you flesh of fur of flesh of fur.. An UnHoly Communion I took of you, you took of me, we two- bound in bondage of agreeance, in flesh and fur and flesh and fur.. I need you To get me through another day, another way to make me stay and pay.. Let you be the one to numb me out, cause I dont want to feel you anymore Let you be the one to hold me, cause I'm so love starved I'm insane for affection Never gonna let me get away, cause at you're call I- come running back, forever, over and over and over This Vicious cycle were Locked and engaged in
You're The shoulder I cry on, the one I know who'll feed me, the one who'll bleed me.. You're The dose that I die on, I'm addicted to you beyond reason, I'm Fanatical..
You, can be my painkiller, killer, killer I'll love you till it's all over, over 'Cause You're the shoulder I cry on The dose that I die on You, You can be my painkiller, killer, killer, Painkiller
You know what I want so desperately, you've promised me for years, I never saw a thing Always Empty Alone, Desolate I'm left.. But I'll always hope, beyond reason, beyond madness, beyond this world For you're Promises, I'll always believe cause I'm desperate, Insane beyond reason, beyond pain you inflict upon me, to have what I want, I'm fanatical... .. You know I'll Always give you one for free, Forever Indebted to you I am
Forever I'm coming back to you, I'm addicted to you're Promises, Lies and False Reasoning Now You're gonna give me what I need, - Just you watch me Lioness bleed I'll feed you're twisted need, Cause I'm You'res and You're mine, you hurt me so badly, - I'm bleeding now as you love to watch , but thats just fine, I still love you no matter what I love you no matter what, what you do to me, what you say to me.. 'Cause you know what I fiend on and what I lean on And what I lean on, leaning on you, I'm Enslaved to you till death do we part...
Did I find another cure? No, cause theres non so addictive as you...I'm you're Lioness slave, oh master o'mine~ Did I find another cure? No, cause theres non so addictive as you...I'm youre Lioness slave, oh master o'mine... |