Alrighty, so another sketch dump, am late on this one as well, but ehh, I have good reason.
I got a new laptop. A Fujistu LifeBook T900 Has an iCore5 @ 2.4GHz x4 Intel HD Graphics 4500MHD 8GB DDR3SDRAM 1067mhz 160GB SATA 2.5" 5400rpm HDD Removable DVD drive that can be reaplaced with a battery, or another HDD And an optional dock that can be bought that will be triple my USB ports, add more battery life, and maybe more gpu power.
I spent the last week or so installing drivers and everything for it it. It is fully running, and even has a stylus for it, with pressure sensitivity, which I very recently got working correctly. So I can again draw digitally, this as you know, must have speed paints. First pic on this rig I plan on doing is one of the ones in this sketch dump to be honest. Try to guess which one? *sarcasm*
Anyway, I hope you guys like the images! Please, rate, favourite, comment, share, like, subscribe, follow! be honest about your decision, you know whom I talking to All artwork; Rien; Ratha; Niel [c] 1Ts38n 2016 Will Carter; Coda Angel; Arinna Sparks [c] SMC 2016 Zephyre [c] CCDooMo 2016 Ebisoul [c] someone on dA, can't recall their name atm, will update when I find name.
Thanks! Best I can say is practice a lot, keep drawing, and not to let anyone discourage you from drawing. Draw for your own enjoyment over pleasing another. Don't be afraid to step outside your comfort zone. Know what style you are after in art, know what you art willing to draw, and what you are not willing to draw. Experiment with everything you do, from line-art, shading, lighting, details, strokes, etc.
Adding in here, since I like quoting stuff from him. Inspired by a Shifu quote of KPIII. "Turn yourself into the best you that you can be, not turn yourself into what another is. You are you." Be sure to rate please.
I like a lot of stuff he says in KPIII, makes a lot of sense. And epically worded too. Though it's story is not that great, and char development/introductions are not that great either. Though Kai's theme, awesome!
Indeed, now I just need to figure out how to get the hotkeys to function. Making a number of tasks while in tablet mode a lot easier. Ctrl key, A key, Z, D, Y, Alt key, and the space key. I need to have programmed into the the hotkeys. XD Since PS is much more utilized with them. Main issue being is I can't find the dang drivers for them.
Yup, I can do quite a lot with it, far more than I expected honestly.
You are So welcome Bro Times! Hey I see you're Saber Tooth has him self a Love, possibly?? I see a Female Saber Tooth in you're pic, Love that too!
Yeah Bro getting you're peripherals and Hot Key's formatted to work in Tablet mode isnt easy, but makes PS and stuff easier to work! Uhmm Times Bro, had a thought, is Getting a Tablet more trouble to work with, than like I'm doing, I'm just using my 23" Inch PC Touch Screen with a Stylus to draw and stuff (like a Tablet), seems easy too, as I've never used a Tablet.
She's not his love interest. They do however, have a complicated relationship, as a whole, their relationship is kind of like mother-to-son, but other times it can be like brother-to-sister relationship. Ratha's a hard character to describe, she can be very hard-headed, narrow-minded, along those lines, yet at the same-time, she can be very caring and considerate. She sees the best for her tribe, therefore, having to hide her feelings sometimes. She's lost a child and husband in her life, so this would bring on a lot of her more disliked side, but Rien himself has lost his mother, so she can relate to that area, and she kind of fills that hole for Rien's mom, as he kind of fills the hole of her own kid. Plus Rien is one of the few that will actually not go by her word a lot, just like most kids to their parents, especially in their teenage years. Ya know Rien lost a good chunk of his memory, but keeps ones that haunt him, kind of giving him his both shy and out-right blunt attitude. As an arwan, he is much shier, whereas a person, he is far more blunt and verbal.
Ohh ok, I wondered, Cool! You know its funny too, my char Leviara has same Issues I do, as you noticed I model her after me, Yeah she knows about losing parents, her father was taken from her, her mother abandoned her all this at a few months old, as she had to grow up all by her self, despite disabilities, sever illnesses, blindness and on, she has survived "Against All Odds"..She like Rien, too holds to her much more negative memories, making her rather a dark undertow in attitude, as you have seen in my art pics of her behaviour, she has a way of "Glossing it over" like it's all ok, when its not.. She'll put off a (False Front) to hide her real feelings, even if someone hurts her, physically or emotionally, she'll just act like it didnt happen, then it builds up... then it explodes, but she wont direct her hurt/anger/sadness at others, just towards (Objects) like in the Last Pic I loaded a day or so back here in my FAA gallery (Death Trend Setta) but theres other (Secrets) I'm now showing of her often hidden (double life).. I loaded last night several, to show them. Levi is very conflicted, divided, torn, not sure what or who to become, she's now at the Crossroads of her young life.. it really makes her turbulent emotionally, as you've seen.
Yup. I've noticed. I myself didn't really ever have an Earthly dad since well, he was not a good person, I think I've told you about it in PM before. Ratha has backstory that I've not filled in, and am unsure what to put, but I'll think of something. Rien's pretty set-in-stone though. His dad killed his mom, his uncle stepped in, raised Rien himself at the age of 8. Though his dad hide evidence well, so they could not prove it, or not justifiably. Rien will tend to do in more ways than not. He's a character that is very uncertain of himself, but at the same-time, he is confident in what he stands for, and what he will do, even if not have memory of it, he feels in his soul, that the experience of these events is still there, that something can only be given away, not taken, like faith. A big priority on his plate is to understand God and Jesus more and more, since he himself knows he has grown a life around it, and feels his strong faith in it, but the memory is not there, but the gutt feeling is there. It's complicated to explain, maybe to even understand that, I myself don't fully understand it. XD I myself do belive in past life's from one soul, going to Heaven, then going back/coming back to Earth to prove something to themselves or God has sent them, and traits and remnants of prior visits remain in the soul, that kinda where I am getting at there. The experience value far out-weighs the memoric value. Rien and Ratha in a lot of ways are alike, personality wise, Ratha sees a lot of her child in Rien, and Ratha personality wise to Rien, is a lot like his mom. Why they relate the way they do. His Uncle, is wacky, loony, wise, and a lot of things that would seem oxymoronic. But this is what makes his uncle, his uncle. Caring, thoughtful, with filling of crazy wackieness for the joy of being able to wacky. His background is very mysterious, I don't know if that ever will get filled in.
Ratha is at/near the Crossroads of her own life, since Rien being around confronts her on a lot of answers. And spoiler: Ratha threw a chunk of the story doesn't believe in God, which is kinda what complicates things, but her losing her family is why she stopped. Rien confronts her a lot on it, most of the time personally isn't. But he shows his faith, and it gets her attention. She wonders a lot how someone with no memory of himself, still follow something he knows little about.
Niel, the guy by Rien, is also a believer in Christ. As are the other three people, but those characters belong to SMC, but I have rights to these characters, and we are collaborating on a lot of things.
Ahhh yes I see, I do understand allot of what you are saying, in Spirit and Flesh both, as Leviara seems a bit more like Ratha than Rien, but they are close in comparison's, my Char Levi, like me has a very turbid relationship with God/Christ, it up and down, she often feels convicted in the spirit, as she has possession of Unclean spirits in her, coming from not even knowing God till I'd say about 11/12 Yrs old, or (The Age of Knowing) as these are tormenting spirits, some are quite dangerous to the uninitiated they can even kill as they reach out with what (Leviara) will call (The force) as it has Killed friends of her's, or causing great strife suddenly in a group for no reason, or it will use her Female Wiles, to hmm how do I say it, use other's in an (Intimate) way if you get my drift, to get her what she wants...There are more than as (Leviara) Claims (1,000,000,000 Legions of them (Unclean Spirits) in her) .. she has a very violent a brutal side to her, which is by her own nature, and the Evil inside her looking to make more Violence, So because of knowing this, she will often stay Alone, not making friends or having a family, aside from (Those) Already with her, Such as her Cubby Atika, Tammara and on.. But she will not allow the evil in her to harm her Cubby or Tammara or others who are in her (Circle), she has made that clear.. Yet The Conflicting part is She is Saved in Christ, She knows and believes, but yet is Violently Conflicted, cause of the Many evil spirits in her, which came from evil done to her in (Intimate Ways) If you know what I mean?! So she does not know what to do with her self.. She Also has 6 (Generational Curses) that were passed down to her from her family, both sides.. This only adds to her misery..She is by what she is called by the Jew's in Hebrew (Golgotha/Golgoth) Translated (The Skull), Death on Four Paws, or she has been also called (The Mother Of Sorrows) Which she has been called as well......These things she knows as she's been called as well ( Rosh Tubal ) (Russia) as is known in Revelations. She is Feared and some Hated by others who see her, unjustly, she cannot help her self, her mental capacity is that of a Cubby, despite her Bright mindedness, she Autistic, a Genius with IQ over 194+, but heres the catch she is whats called an (Autistic Savant - IRL Term) one who is Genius yet Disabled Mentally at the same time, She like most Savants has a Child/Cubby Mind Complex, yet Incredible Brilliance of mind, as you and others have seen..
She Needs Help, but is unwilling to admit it, to anyone outside her Group..She does not like being interfered with, especially by Males<-(Please dont take it wrong, Bro) but guys have in past used her (Female Accessories) for their own evil pleasures, which makes her extremely untrusting towards males, but she will trust a bit more Females... (For Example) Lets say you Rien, Ratha were just going along and you met (Leviara) it'd be better if Ratha approached Levi and Tammara with Cubby Atika at now 3.5 months old, than if Rien did, cause Levi will get Really defensive, if she see's a (male) come towards her, she can be extraordinarily Violently defensive towards males.. As she takes Tammara as Territory and will defend it, She too being a mom of her Cubby Atika, will no less be defensive.. So if Ratha approached and cautiously (a good idea) she might be able to connect with Levi.. Levi in time maybe even connect with Rien too, but it would have to be handled carefully if such an encounter were to ever occur?! Tammara Levi's (Matron) is So Laid back/easy going, she actually helps Levi have control, She (Buffers) the Nasty Violent edge Leviara has..Levi will Listen to Tammara, before Anyone else, Tammara is a (Negotiator)/(Peacemaker) Tammara, she has seen too well what Levi is capable of..Levi has Killed her share of (Individuals) somewhere in the range of 2,953+.. in her (own) Justified idea of (Getting Even) Levi is vengefully Inhumanly Patient and will wait years even to kill just (One) individual for Vengence Sake, That will be her (Arab) side of her, ahh yes the (Tribe of Ishmael) Yet another Edge/Facet Added to her..Tammara is Also Arab/Israeli, but very very neutral, hates violence..
Levi will hold Grudges and remember the (Transgressors/Transgression's) of others, she will plot out to Kill them, no mater how Long it takes, she has a blood lust for killing them... She believes Eye for an Eye, Blood for Blood! She is an (Arab Shiite and Sunni as I am IRL) The Shiite is the Radicalised part of her, she does not mind the thought of Killing 50,000,000 Individuals for the sake of Getting the (One) she was already after, which makes her very dangerous.. She justifies it by her own Radical beliefs of, (Well they Did It To me first, So i'll Return It) Eg, If one is Guilty ALL are Guilty. <- This's a Very Dangerous belief system of hers (Leviara's) , she's set in stone on it, since she was 1 yrs old, Tammara does her best to (Isolate her) from potential issues that lead to violence in that form.. as here's the Kicker, What/If How will her Cubby turn out??? As Levi tries to hide her stuff from Atika, but one can only Speculate Circumstantially how the Little one Atika will turn out?? As Levi has no concept of Love, can (Act it Out) but really is Ignorant of it, Tammara is to this day trying to Teach her (Agape Love) as God has.. This has been not easy, as the (Evil Spirits) in Levi tend to block the attempt of (Understanding) by the Spirit of Confusion, as so Levi cannot get it, no matter how much Tammara tries, as these (Unclean Spirits) Tend to "Speak" through Levi's voice, to mock Tammara, or anyone trying to intervene..So Tammara does (Intercession of Prayer) with the (Holy Spirit) to keep these (Evil Spirits) under control.. As a Catholic Minister once tried to seriously Exercise them out of her, Levi/and Evil Spirits in her killed him outright and his congregation of 50 members trying to help... So since that Tammara has kept her isolated..
Ok Bro if you at Anytime wana, Use all this on my Char Levi, feel Free! You have my permissions: As my OC is Publically free to use.. I listed her that way in my OC area on my Page here, at the FAA! Wow if I didnt know better, it like I'm (Writting Her story) as I reply back to you, its like something I dunno, I just cannot stop, I feel the NEED to tell you this as I do not know why, Bro Times??? But yeah, it just is coming out of me.
Rien's had a bit of experience in (The Force) area himself, since there is a time after his lost his memory and became aware again, that he can feel he has done very great wrongs, but is unsure what he has done. I actually plan on having him do a bit time-travel with another character, and seeing what happens during this period from 3rd person. Which isn't supposed to do any good for him, or at least not up-front good for him.
In a lot of ways, she is saved by Christ, but has a lot of well, lack of self-confidence to really cront her issues, even of all that they may be. The Cross itself is offensive, because it directly confronts ever wrong, and demands an answer. She seems to think he has to answer for them. Even though being saved by Christ omits her from that Judgment. Something I myself has researched a lot, was light and darkness in the Bible. Grace is often refered to as light, where sin is often refered to as darkness. But I came across a word looking up stuff, I can't remember where in the Bible I saw it, but the word eschatological stuck out. So I looked it up, and the got this out of it, and it makes a lot of sense. The judgment of sin by which darkness is casted upon the sin after the committing of sin. So this would change a what darkness is being read as in the Bible some. darkness is judgment of sins, but is not sin itself. Sin is sin. Dark is casted onto sin after it is done, the feeling of regret, it comes after you do something bad, and regret makes you want to fix it. So regret is a form of Judgment on you. Knowing right from wrong essentially. From what I can tell, Levi has a hard time realizing she is omitted from her wrongs, but still judges herself on these wrongs, even if she has set them at the Cross's feet, she still looks back at them, therefore, hasn't committed to repent from them. I don't mean anything offensive about this, it's my opinion. I'm saying I'm right, it's what I think about it.
I agree Completely! I IRL am the same, I know I'm forgiven of my wrong/sin, but I look back, I tend to hold it to me, I do not forgive my self easily or ever, yes I judge my self.. despite knowing of my repentance. Levi has Repented, but will backslide/Play The Harlot, as the Evil Spirits in her will have her go and Sin more, to make up for the Sin which was forgiven! She knows they Talk outloud for her, speaking from her mouth, saying things, in her voice doing thier best to keep her in trouble... it is said ( The Way Of the Transgressor is Hard) She/Like me IRL is a Transgressor, she lives by Hard Faith, All things Wanted for better, but knows the Evil in her Delay's, Corupts and Holds it back from her, making her Angry, Divided, Conflicted, Confused...But God put Tammara there to help Levi in her Life's Struggles.. Tammara's Intersessive Prayers do bless Levi, as God see's too Levi's Situation, knowing her better than anyone, as He created her, who would know better than the master...Levi has so many Questions about God, Why all this happened to her, Why was it allowed on her?? Making her feel singled out, making her often sometimes think though falsely that God made her to suffer, The Evil in her Tell's her Lies, to keep her from really getting the Good out of life, it steals from her, constantly! She needs all the help she can get especially with the New Cubby Atika...
Oh Times Go look when you can, I now introduced Ekka, another Lioness in Levi's Circle, mother Also to, Atika! Ekka is as Aggressive as Levi, for many of Same reasons! They Are Very Very Much alike, I'd say 99.85% Alike, She's not a Lioness to fool with.
To me personally, the biggest judge we all will face on this rock is well ourselves. We'll hold onto things, which isn't bad at all, but there are things we hold onto that is in some way self-destructive. I myself have some of my own, I know your fan of heavy music, so the song "Nothing More" from Decyfer Down comes to mind here, since well, that is exactly what the song is about.
Me personally, I believe once you've repented, you have forever been forgiven of all sins you have make, are currently making, and will make. But yeah, recomitting can always help you. Like a reassurance on both sides.
She tends to speak with her mouth about everything she wants to have fixed, not worry about, things she doesn't want to do anymore, you get the idea.
Similar question Rien and Ratha both have asked? Rien does get an answer for why what happened to him did, but how he gets this answer is rather unique. Just going to say it does involve Ratha and her Crossroads. The pair have both gone through a lot apart and together, as a whole their paths share a lot of similarities, but Ratha denounced God somewhere along it, whereas Rien didn't. That difference changed a lot between the roads they followed. Though her not following God, and Rien following God, is what lead their paths to cross as much as they do. Not spoiling it, but think I have given a lot of hints though, what Rien realizes and tells Ratha heavily impacts her choice at her Crossroad.
And advice to Levi. She needs to have more faith in God, and know all her questions will be answered when she meets him. She needs to ask God and believe what she says through her mouth, to stop the evils from harming her. And when they try to tempt her, denounce the evils in Jesus's name. Levi's biggest priority is trust more, despite what she has gone through, her best days are ahead of her. In the words of Danny Gokey, from the song My Best Days are Ahead of Me. The song is about him moving onward in his life from his wife dying of cancer. And what drew him to move on was simply seeing Joel and Victoria Osteen at one of their missions.
He's an excellent singer, definitely gifted by God. So are Colton Dixion, and Jordan Feliz. I'd definitely give them a search. From Jordan, The River, and Beloved are really good. Colton Dixon, basically anything from him, same with Danny Gokey, but I would definitely search Tell Your Heart to Beat Again, Hope in Front of Me, I Will not Say Good-bye(Music Video)
Rien and Ratha are characters that are not to mess with themselves. Both characters have the problem of back-stepping in your words, and staying in darkness of their own doing. Honestly, now knowing what darkness in biblical terms really means, it has a lot more presence to the word and light and dark make so much more sense, since God made both, darkness could not be evil. Grace is dominate Judgment, or in common words, Light does dominate over Darkness. In the words of God, but really know the true definition of dark, is honestly enlightening. He made day and night, Day being light, night being dark. Satan will tend to use Dark as a way to tempt and persuade you into sinning, by falsly judging. He has no authority to judge, as we do another. Not even we have the authority to judge ourselves, since only God has the right to Judge, and the Cross. Though the Cross is a way of God Judging.
There a lot of people that have commented and such on that Hannuka/Christmas pic I made offended/pissed off "because I'm Messianic" but I honestly think but it is direct, it has the Cross big and bold with the phrase of Billy Graham, "The Cross is Offensive, for it directly confronts all the evils in-which dominate much of this Earth." Which is true, Jesus asks you to go to the Cross and lay your sins at its feet. The Cross demands an answer for them, you face to face the sins you've made to lay them at the feet of the Cross, though the Cross can't Judge you, because by doing what Jesus has asked you, he will cloth you in the light of Grace, and omit you from the Judgment the Cross is demanding.
If you've noticed in a lot of images of the Cross, the Cross is black, whereas the light around it is light. The Cross is an ultimate Judge, hence being dark in colour, and the light around, which is white, is Grace, dominating over the darkness, and clothing you in it. The Grace of Jesus.
Yeah Bro Times, I see you're Point Completely! Yes I'm happy Jesus does that for us. As I'm trying to do the best i can, given my situation. **huggs tight** Oh, I uploaded very late last night the Pic of Levi giving birth to Atika!
lol **less tight** xD Well i'm glad, I guess I'm throwing FAA a few curve ball's about what they were thinking about me, with loading all the recent pics from a few years back, xD . But I like to keep it intresting!
Oh yes I agree Bro, Just go Look now I'm Loading another tonight, after the last one (The Love Game Pic).. The MLK FAA is going to Learn that once thought (Preconceived Notions ) about me, if there were any, have been (Requited).. Heres Comes the Next Pic in a moment I will load it.. I will now be showing the Red Lioness (Maternal Matriarch of Ekka & Tammara) (Misses. Shiraa'Law)
