by Shadowfax » August 25th, 2016, 9:03 am
Hope you're feeling better today Buffy <3 Love you.
I feel rather disappointed and a tad upset today. I bought our little group of mummy friends together at the start of the year and recently they've been doing all the activities together and meet ups whilst I'm at work. Tagging me in baby events on my work days (I've told them all god knows how many times which days I work) which almost feels like they're rubbing it in my face.
Last week, I was meant to go out wedding shopping with two of them, originally it was a park, but the weather was naff so they said they'd come with me shopping. I got very excited as I've not had anyone come shopping with me yet. At the last minute they said they had decideD to go to a farm and they were giving each other a lift. I felt hurt as I didn't get offered a lift and as I didn't sleep well the night before, I was worried about the long drive over (half hour)
I'm off today and none of them seem to want to meet up. Then I found out they've all got a photo shoot. How the heck do they afford to do all these days out and events!? My baby has what she needs/wants and I earn it but god.... I feel the system screws me over sometimes for wanting to work and provide for my little one myself -_-
I'm just feeling crappy and left out of everything at the moment. I almost felt like uninviting a couple of them to the wedding last night. Heh.