Feel like updating.
Wearing: UC Davis sweatpants, judo sweatshirt over top that one shirt I got from that livestock show freshman year
Hair: Clean, needs a cut. Covered w beanie
Eating: Nothing, had tuna and oatmeal already so that's probably mostly my dinner. Need to get more peanut butter though dammit, I go through a jar like every 1-2 days ffs
Drinking: Water
Thinking: It's so weird looking back through this thread and seeing how my life has changed over the past two years. Honestly feels like ages ago by this point. Things are OK now, just - a lot different than they were.
Feeling: Cold right now and a bit achey, but content I guess.
Talking to: Nobody at the moment, just friends on TG earlier and Samantha
Listening to: Nothing, maybe I'll cue up some music
Watching: There's no TV here lol - didn't make it through the housemate drama last year where I had to get rid of like all the furniture I own for basically peanuts and donate a bunch of my other things hahaha
not saltyLoving: That my dream of owning a horse finally came to pass six months ago and that it's been great so far. As a rider I've progressed from barely trotting to jumping about 2'6" in lessons in less than two years (and have toned arms and legs to show for it). Extremely proud of that.
Hating: That I feel cold a lot for some reason this year even though I live in fcking CA lol
//embarrassingWanting: To keep progressing with my horse, I feel like things are going a lot better with him
Waiting for: Not much as I'm just enjoying my break but pretty jazzed about this internship I got at the school horse facility and the opportunity I'll have to work with foals and yearlings
Also my grades since I don't think my stats prof has finished em yet xD
Weather: Cloudy and chilly today. Dark now
Time: 20:06 PST
Hoping: I learn a lot and get a lot of experience with this internship and also that I don't die next quarter from volunteering, having a job, doing a 20 hr/wk internship and being in full time status with classes lol
Situation: Relaxed at the moment - but overall very active and productive this year, which I hope will stay. My living situation is about 932858320580328x better than last year and even though I'm broke I feel like school is going much better as a result since I can actually properly focus on things and not be distracted by random-ass menial bullsh*t finally, thank God.