In light of the Paris France attacks, I realized something.. its affected me, way more than i had thought..I'm not sleeping as well , eating is even harder now cause my nausea level is up, I jump at the slightest sound, I've had nightmares now, I'm hypervigilant, terrified of anyone coming to my door, or walking by my place, as I watch vehicles driving by, as if I'm not sure whats gonna happen next.., or the jets that fly over my house as we live only 1/4 mile from the airport... I mean I'm trying to remind my self, that I'm safe in my home.. though i worry now more than ever for ALL my MLK friends, thoughts go through my head, like, (are they ok??!) (whats happening to them right now??, please let them be ok!!) (WTF?? is another attack occurring??? and where???) .....
My thoughts heart and prayers are with ALL In Paris, France, families of the victims, victms and survivors who were hurt. I guess it comforts me to pray for them to help in any way i can.. So needless to say, I'm a bit different for it. I'm sure I'm not the only one either thats being affected..
well everyone, my beloved MLK Pride, I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10,000Trillion% Tako, I'm SOOOOOOO Happy you're Alive and ok!! **huggs Tako tight** **huggs my MLK Pride and friends who are family, too!! **
Night everyone~
Lovingly Leviara~ |