As if nothing else could go wrong...
Posted: November 21st, 2009, 9:20 pmOkay, remember my thread "all hope is gone"? Well, for me, all hope is gone. My best friend is now ignoring me for some unexplained reason, and It's tearing me apart. Also, I had a traumatic flashback the other night of my early childhood, when my mom was still around. 
I won't go into details, but let's just say someone physically assaulted me the same way my mom did. I was scared out of my mind because I thought I'd never have to go through that again. I forgave the person who hurt me because they obviously didn't mean it.
Even with the apology, I've been having nightmares lately, and have been crying day in and day out.
My bipolar is acting up, too, and I think I'm becoming depressed. I probably won't be online as much, but it's people like you who I'm relying on....the only friends I have left. 
I won't go into details, but let's just say someone physically assaulted me the same way my mom did. I was scared out of my mind because I thought I'd never have to go through that again. I forgave the person who hurt me because they obviously didn't mean it.
Even with the apology, I've been having nightmares lately, and have been crying day in and day out.
My bipolar is acting up, too, and I think I'm becoming depressed. I probably won't be online as much, but it's people like you who I'm relying on....the only friends I have left. 
