I can't go on anymore..

sorry everything has been too screwed lately I really can't go on like this. don't worry I won't harm myself or anyone....but I'm offline for a while.
I have thoughts I don't even want to describe, it might scare you guys, and, though it's halloween,
you really wouldn't like reading. basicly I am very very unhappy with my life and existance. I'm also even more depressed after stopping Light therapy. It helped for the time beeing, but now even that doesn't work anymore.
Now the travel agency even screwed up my well-deserved holiday trip, I worked so hard for it, and it was the only nice thing to look up to.
Sorry guys, I'm too sad and confused to be any contribution to the forum. Knowing myself, I won't be a nice person in my posts if I am like this.. I'll come up here when everything turns better. If it does.
Thanks for the good times everyone, big hug and I'll come back when I'm feeling in the mood for TEH LULZ again
I have thoughts I don't even want to describe, it might scare you guys, and, though it's halloween,

Now the travel agency even screwed up my well-deserved holiday trip, I worked so hard for it, and it was the only nice thing to look up to.
Sorry guys, I'm too sad and confused to be any contribution to the forum. Knowing myself, I won't be a nice person in my posts if I am like this.. I'll come up here when everything turns better. If it does.
Thanks for the good times everyone, big hug and I'll come back when I'm feeling in the mood for TEH LULZ again
